fEeliNg...fRen...liFe

新年！新年！华人农历新年快乐！^^

2012-01-22T05:30:00.000-08:00

哇！现在是除夕了！
再过三个小时～新年就到啦！
一直都听到大家在放鞭炮！
好热闹^^ 好开心！
哈哈！

华人农历新年快乐！^^
是时候定下目标了！
我的大学生活只剩两年了！
我要好好想想该怎么让我的这两年变的更有意义！
哈哈！
刚吃过团圆饭！
我吃过了21年的团圆饭～！
大家可以在一起平平安安真好^^
希望大家
龙年行大运
平平安安
健健康康
快快乐乐
开开心心
龙运当头！！

现在!

2012-01-12T19:05:00.000-08:00

这社会是怎么样了吗？
为什么人都开始失去人性了？
因为钱吗？
难道你杀了人你不会觉得内疚吗？

现在的人越来越富有
但是难道有钱就可以控制他人生命？
有钱就可以买凶杀人吗？
国家越来越富裕但人的心却越来越可怕
为了地位金钱名誉
不折手段！难道都不怕因果吗？
贪污杀人犯法的事都敢做！
haizzz....

wow!! 2012^^

2012-01-04T07:12:00.000-08:00

Guess what~ now is January 2012!!!
Wow!! How grateful that me and my family can safe and step into a new year!! --> 2012^^
A new year mean a new hope, a new start.
I will continue my journey to make my dreams come true.
Last year was a meaningful year to me, I had went through many things that I had not been through in my life.
So, this year, I will continue to make it more meaningfully.

I hope this year I can train myself change to more independent and brave and stronger!
Independent in solving problem.
Brave to speak out my own voice.
Stronger when face any problem.

Going to be 21 years old this year, from a little girl change to a woman.
Not aspect that I can attach any man, but more aspect in experiencing many other things.
Why I didn't aspect in man? I get reject two times from the one I love. So, recent is hard for me to aspect.
By loving someone, we can use just a minute but to forget may be a year or few year.

----> ok~start!!

1st,
uni had open!!
wah...is good to back...but bad for the system in UCSI!!
just one comment: if you wanna change then change till it good only let us use,
if no please dun change!
change till mess and we hard to download those notes for class!
terrible!!
Again! I tmr no notes for class...
cos the lecture had approve me as her fren so i can't print!

2nd,
Chinese New Year is around the corner!!
haha...again~ all the cousin we can meet together^^
angpao~ angpao~
new clothes~ new clothes!!

--->okay, stop here!
time to bed!
Night world~

我的2011！！and Merry Christmas^^

2011-12-26T05:51:00.000-08:00

来到2011的最后一个星期了^^
有点不舍得2011的我。
今年的我
很不一样
我突破了很多的自己！
一，领悟了自己!
二，义跑了12km! (可能对他人来说这很正常)
三，成功等到三年才回来一次的Logos Hope!
四，我有了自己的梦想！
五，参加了朋友所介绍的Amazing Race!
六，我更懂的我父母在想什么了！
七，我终于体验到工作的感觉了！

这就是我的七项突破！
可能对其他人来说这根本不什么嘛...
但这对我来说
却是在证明我在成长和向前走的过程！

一，
我一直都问朋友我是怎么样的人
我想做回最原本的自己
其实我是想去逃避我不想面对的事
我懦弱胆怯
这是我最大的缺点！
其实根本就没有所谓真正的自己
因为我们会在不同身份上拥有不一样的自己
比如：
我是我好朋友的朋友
那这个我就是要以陪伴协助安慰鼓励的身份陪在我朋友的身边
真正的做自己
是无论你在什么身份
你都能做的好
(出自于陶子姐的我爱我故在)
在新的一年
我也要学会
无论任何事我都能乐观去面对
我也不要再口是心非，诚实的面对自己！

二，
这个义跑
真的有够累！12km!!!
我和我妹妹
我们俩跑的快虚脱差点要变的疯癫！
haha^^
因为它一路上只有两站给水喝而已！
还有我们俩个因为不习惯那么长时间的跑
所以也快哭了！
因为跑回来时
一洗完澡填饱肚子后
我们就是一直睡
不断的睡
在那里都能睡！
真的有够力的！haha^^
我全身的骨头像是被拆开然后又被重新组装会去一样！
酸痛的不得了！
从屁股痛到脚板然后再从脚板痛到头顶！
现在想起还是觉得有点酸痛！><
不过是一个不错的体验！

三和四，
Logos Hope!!
这艘流动图书馆在三年前会来时
我就想去了
但是由于那时要考SPM
所以没有机会去！
这次她会来了！
我当然非去不可！
我和家人去的当天是下大雨的
原以为是有的挡雨
但是在海上的雨和风都太欢迎我们了
结果我们都被淋湿了！
真是冷！！
不过我们还是成功进到邮船里！
真的很兴奋很开心
在船上我看到来自不同国家的义工
这就是我兴奋的理由！
因为这就是我的梦想！
我想到Logos Hope 当义工
但世界不同的地方去帮助不同的人！
真的很有意义！！
虽然我不知道我何时才能完成我的梦想
但我知道只要我一天有梦想
那我是就是幸福的快乐的有动力的！^^

五，
我的一位基督教的朋友介绍我们去参加的^^ 谢谢！haha...
这也是一个很不错考脑力体力的体验！
我真的很开心我有参加！
虽然我们四个和其他人是不同宗教的
但我们还是可以互相帮忙！互相鼓励！一起向前！
我们还认识了几位人很好的朋友
虽然是不同宗教
但我们还是互相尊重！
谢谢！
最难忘的还是要从云顶神庙附近爬上云顶！
haha...第一次在云顶还会流汗！
一早就又累又臭...haha...^^
好玩但还在考虑明年要不要再去
因为真的很累！

六，
父母在想什么？
他们想的其实真的真的很简单
就是希望我们一切都好
当你会懂得站在父母亲的立场去想时
你就不会和他们有那么多的冲突了
就因为他们曾经是过来人
所以他们不希望哦我们会重蹈覆辙!
但是我们总会固执的说：
我也是需要跌到了才会明白！
其实有些事情不一定要亲身经历才会明白
当周围已经有例子给你看了
你还要去试？
那这就不要勇于尝试而是失败活该！
谢谢我父母在我最最失落时
依然不放弃我扶我一把！

七，
其实一开始工作时，
我真的很怕
怕没有人跟我讲话，没人理我。
但是只要你先开始跟他人亲近
那你一定不会孤单^^
刚开始工作时，觉得两个月很长
但现在要离开了
我却开始不舍得，开始会想念大家
好的坏的，这都是工作会遇到的。
谢谢啦，我亲爱的同事们^^

好了，就写到这里了！
希望在2012念一切都会顺顺利利
我的家人朋友能平平安安，健健康康！
and Merry Christmas to everyone!
p/s: i will not go back anyone...
the present that you give me...enough for me to remember for my whole life...
haha...get rejected...hahahahahahahahahaha...so how?
没心没肺的哭然后再在大家面前没心没肺的笑...
may be i should not think too much...
we just fren...

wah! wah~! wah!!

2011-12-20T06:54:00.000-08:00

wah!!^^
Merry Christmas is coming!
haha...the Christmas songs are around my ears^^
haha....although this year no celebrate...
but the feel of merry Christmas is still there~
in this november and december i had went to the internship
i learn many things and i also got went to the amazing race event!!
very happy, tired and two things are also good experience to me

okok~start!!^^...go-->

1st,
school is going to open..
timetable is set up...
but those notes haven't upload by our lecturer...><
i dun wan the first day listen classes without notes!
this time i need to put more effort than before...
my third year of degree is going to come..
next sem is my year 2 last sem..
need to be more serious...
but some uni life and experience i haven't gone through yet...
hope i can get into it...
no matter is in fren problem, love, club and other...
hope i can experience more...
and get more closer to each other...

2nd,
next sem,
some frens going to continue their degree study!!^^
so good~ so scare that they will go...
but wendy can come back too...
together we have our uni life again~
能相见能做朋友就是一种缘分!

3rd,
我会坚持的
坚持了一年，我会慢慢来
用我的脚步去配合你的脚步
希望你也能赶得上我...
然后我们一起走^^

stop here...time for bed~.
night^^!

suddenly~

2011-11-21T04:55:00.001-08:00

Suddenly every things have change^^
become more good and more better...
why like this?
my mum say:
因为你不再执着了任何事情都要看开
当你的心变的宽容了
你就会容易接受任何事^^
yaya...sometime something you need to go through yourself then you will know...
not to hold to tight..cos at last you will get hurt..
every problem just face it..
trust yourself!! you sure can do it!!
thanks that god didn't give up on me^^
谢谢您！老天爷！^^

okay~ start--->

1st,
finally i can attend the amazing race^^
yeah!!
another chance we can get close to each other, friends ^^
haha....lets enjoy it~
although feel like a bit scary...haha...FIGHTING!!

2nd,
my result had came out just today afternoon...
haha...is good that i pass all subject^^
thanks again to god^^
谢谢老天爷的眷顾～

3rd,
timetable out...
this time i have choose
1. Taxation 1
2. Company law
3. Auditing 2
4. FRS
5. Capital financing and investment
but i still dun know how to choose my timetable...
this time may be i will stay at school to study during the break...
fighting for my year 2 sem 3!!!

-----------> okay~stop here!

p/s: i slow down my paw to wait you...
but i sure will walk the road i should^^

i should not!

2011-11-15T04:22:00.001-08:00

我真的不该那么执着，执着于以前的记忆！
我一直记着过去
以为你们也一样
但却忘了
时间也在走...
所以你们也选择向前走..

在这里
我决定放弃过去
走向属于我的未来
就算在这现实的世界里，实现梦想是种奢侈
就算未来有未知数的砠碍，我都不会在停...
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1st,
i can't go..
i can't go for the event...
not only my mum dun give...
all people also dun give...
they try to convince me...
so that i will give up...

2nd,
I will leave it.
Just let it be.

回忆！

2011-11-11T19:45:00.001-08:00

回忆真的很可怕！
我将那段回忆藏的不想让人知道
故意不去提！不断逃避！
因为我不想让我家人担心！
但没想到我越不提当遇到熟悉的事件时
我伤得越痛！

我把那段回忆埋的很深很深！
但当不小心触碰到时
所有的事都在一瞬间回忆起来！

我工作的地方
大多数的同事都是那里的学生！
当他们聊回以前大学的时光时
我的脑海也在回忆着！
而且脑袋也会痛的不得了！
我的脑袋似乎也好像在抗议着不想回忆！
最近的心情是沮丧的可怕！
我好想跳进水里
让脑袋浸在水里
不用想那么多！
*那似乎我越逃我要面对的就越可怕！

我一定可以勇敢面对的！
加油！

okok.....---->start!!

1st,
work is really not fun and need to think properly before you say and do!
i need and should and will be aware!
i will just do my work...!

2nd,
my sis going to has her SPM!!
my whole family also feel very stress although she is the one who exam!!
but we is the one who are worried!
i hope and wish she can go through and take good result!
and can reach her dreams!

okok....stop!^^
today is rainy day...
my dog..feel happy..cos no need to bath..haha>"<

is that real?

2011-11-06T21:20:00.000-08:00

哈哈！！
原来我不是喜欢你！
某人为我做了心理分析
帮我把整件事变的明朗
原来我还是爱我心中的那个...
他说：你可以喜欢很多人但你能爱的只是一个^^
放下心中大石^^
_________________________________________________________________________________

那天你给我的感觉是我的错觉还是是真的？
我觉得我们好像有靠近一些了
而且你变得比较主动一些了。。。
哈哈...
其实我真的很想问
好几次我有冲动想直接告诉你算了
但是一拿起手机我有胆怯了
我想我有一天一定有勇气去问你的。。。

okok~start--->

1st,
Saturday was Ck birthday..
wonderful night...
i met some new frens...
and also learn magic!!
haha...very fun^^
thanks to invite us to your birthday party ya^^
Happy Birthday again to you~

2nd,
today is public holiday^^
yea~haha...
yesterday near my house here has come a small little dog...
cute~
haha...but can't adopt..cos my house already has one cute dog...
but i neighbor feel like to adopt..
good..then the small dog has a new home...

---> okay...stop here~

p/s: at here i can say : I love you, as loud as i can...
but when face you i not dare to say...
~tmr start work...
FIGHTING!!!

how come? why?

2011-11-04T06:38:00.000-07:00

why?
i tell myself i will not...
but today the feel come out!
OMG!!! why?
i think i just take him as a big brother but..
DAMN!! pls let me be rude this time!
now i only can say is...
the most can't control is feeling...especially is love....!
and only i find out he got girlfren...
DAMN!!! pls let me be rude this time again!
i need to control myself...not to be so close...
fren! fren! fren! fren!
JUST FREN!!
i should be careful!
you la!!
you have girl fren still come disturb me!
haizzz....go die !!!!

ok..stop!!
i need to use this few days to come out from the trap!
one more! DAMN!!! sure last...i promise!

1st,
is happy that i have a wonderful nice and good working place^^
they treat me good! nice!
haha^^
thanks...dear staff fren^^

2nd,
someone birthday party tmr^^
haha...wear beautiful...lets go party!!!
haha....yeah~

ok...stop here~
I can do it!

Timetable for me

2011-10-16T20:26:00.000-07:00

today Start!
17/10 ~> study for whole day for the up coming final exam in this Friday
18/10 ~> same!
19/10 ~> same! * MV coming out^^
20/10 ~> same! last to go....!
21/10 ~> 10am- 1st exam=IB 2.30pm-2nd exam=Auditing 1----> finish exam!!
22/10 ~> go to Port Klang!! for the Logos Hope^^ wait for me!
23/10 ~> happy Sunday...may be outing...may be rest for whole day...prepare for the next day working day!
24/10 ~> Start to work!! 1st day...wake up at 6am then go work from 8.30am till 5.30pm
26/10 ~> Happy Deepavali ! <---public holiday...will this be a holiday for me?
27/10 ~> continue to work!
1/11 ~> wah!! November ^^ going to prepare!! many people going to birthday^^
10/11 ~> 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》在马来西亚正式上映！！
11/11 ~> planning when to watch @@ wondering...who should i ask?
14/11 ~> continue to work...
* may have some change..
1/12 ~> wow!! December!! also need to prepare too^^
24/12 ~> Christmas eve^^
25/12 ~> Happy Merry Christmas!!!
* decide whether to work or stop for prepare the uni start!!
31/12 ~> the last day of 2011!! same hope same wish but difference view^^

to write out the timetable just only use less than 20 minutes
but to do it...it use many times and days
we should appreciate what we have and the time we have...
let it be memorable~

p/s: i really can't understand what it try to tell me==

October= plan+ feeling+work

2011-10-06T20:49:00.000-07:00

Now is October!!
wah~ time really gone very fast...
feel like I just finish my second sem then my third sem is going to finish!!><
during primary school time,
i always hope that the time can go as fast as it can...so that i can fast growth up...
but when i have growth up...
i find out...the time gone too fast...look like 24 hours per day is not enough to me...
i think even 48 hours also not enough..
but god said: 24 hours for everyone is fair...is depend on how you manage your 24 hours equally..
yaya...I truly agree.. so i plan to sleep for little time and do as much things as i can...
but I tak boleh tahan...really tired...everyday only sleep for 5 hours...haha....I normally sleep for 7 hours^^
paiseh paiseh**...hehe..

now my final is coming...
21 of October two subject exam in one day...10am and 2.30 pm ><
although is hard...but i must do it!!
and i m sure i can too!!
after finish my exam then i need to go work...24!!
why!!! why i need to do early then other people?!
this i should ask my mum!! cos the workplace is her fren...
my boss ask me go work early!!
god!! where is my holiday!!
i just finish my exam!!haizzz....
fren...please come visit me during lunch!!

ok----->start~

1st,
left only one week to my final...
IB need to study whole book...yet the lecture dun give any tips...
just a scope also cannot! pls~pls~pls~tips~
auditing...dear lecture please give us some tips...i know you very good de...^^
I can do it!!
fighting!!!

2nd,
my exam finish at 21 of October (Friday) then 24 of October (Monday) work!!
haizzzz><
mum you want to be good ppl..then ask ur daughter no need to rest!!
where is my holiday??!!

3rd,
I really like to know how you feel about me
frenship?
or really is me who think too much?
i think may be change a place i can think differently...
workplace is good to me...to think what is all of this about
change a place change a mood...

okok...stop<-----

i wish you is beside me...
p/s: i will plan my things properly...
miss you all^^

short sem 2011

2011-09-13T22:31:00.000-07:00

Now! now! now~
this short sem!!
wah...again 7week of study...
feel stress and scare i can't get it...
no time to stop...all i can do is to move on...
study...study...understand...understand...
and also assignment too...
now is week 3(actually is week ...cos we late uni open)
week 3!!! left 4week to go><
week 5 will be the mid term...
week 6 will be the due date of to submit assignment...
this sem...same...i m taking two subject...
one year 2 subject and one year3 subject
1. auditing 1= all about audit and auditor...what do they do...planning..step...report...
2. international business= theory...still need understanding to me...cos if not understand i totally can't study...
two also need textbook><.....no money!
cos our mid term will be open book and during lecture
lecturer are using the textbook to teach too...
but open book in mid term <------ is that enough time to flip the textbook?
haha...i also dun know...a nice and rushing time try...

ok....start--->

1st,
next i m going to take 6 subject!!!
why? cos i need to take finish my year 2 subject...and next sem is my year 2 last sem...
1. management ethic- a bit like moral...theory...
2. FRS- accouting statement...
3. taxation1- about tax..may be theory...
4. company law- law!! haha...i like it^^...
5. capital finance and investing- i think is theory too...
6. management account 2- wish i meet a good lecture...i dun wan to meet the lecture that i dun know what he/ she say...hope Mr karnal can continue to teach MA2...dun change...

2nd,
Sunday, was my cousin wedding!!
haha...congraz to two of them...
白头到老
百年好合
永浴爱河
早生贵子
子孙满堂
一辈子幸福^^
that night of course was their wedding dinner...is so so sweet=)
haha...and of course those food nice too...
many cousin come...those cousin at muar,johor also came...
that night was sweet, happiness, fun, nice, high and yummy for those food^^
still got the second time next year after chinese new year...
now wedding is brother...next year is younger brother...
haha....again all the cousin can gather^^

3rd,
this week is very important to whom that taking the primary school UPSR test!!
wah...junior~fighting!!!
jia you!!
after this big test!! holiday is coming...although still got class...
but at least can let go the stress^^

4th,
is going to rain outside...
the sky is black...
i think this will be a heavy + thunder + lightning= very heavy rain...haha...
my dog now scare again...she really scare rain...i think is hate...
oh dear...pity...

okok...stop..^^
going to think what should i eat for my lunch...
p/s: 要做任何事和说任何话之前凡事要想清楚...不要牛头不对马嘴!!
nowadays i use a way to reduce my stress= walk bazaar and eat and exercise...healthy^^

Olivia - A Love Theme (官方版MV)

2011-09-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

【SJ_5TH_第一彈】SUPERMAN 1080p MR.Simple 5TH LIVE Super Junior 全高清

2011-09-08T21:08:00.000-07:00

張棟樑-怎麼會哭 (CD Version)

2011-08-31T01:25:00.000-07:00

曾经我为你哭的死去活来

但你却浑然不知

那时的眼泪是停不住的

梦dream~

2011-08-30T06:05:00.000-07:00

“你载我回家时，

刚好看到有人在搬东西

我便叫你把车停在一边

然后我下车帮他们搬

你看到了，也下车帮忙我

当我们帮忙搬上咯哩

我突然被东西绊到往后倒时

你扶起我，拢着我的腰然后牵着我^^

然后对方向我们说谢谢后

但你还牵着我的手

我们便去散步

散步时你从后面抱着我

告诉我你会一直这样牵着我

直到我们都变成老公公老婆婆”

然后我就醒了

虽然只是一场梦

但却是很多女孩们的梦想

谁有会我的‘你’呢？

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haha...sweet...after i wake up

i hope i can sleep back again

so that i can continue the dream^^

haha....ok...start-->

1st,

now my house is full of children==

very scare them...

suddenly went in my room!

feel a bit uncomfortable

but is still ok...

now i know the feeling le....

2nd,

result haven't come out yet

wah...scare lo!!

everyday watch up for the result..

my heart beat till very fast

as fast as i first time go dating...haha><

3rd,

last week of holiday...

next week will be back to uni life^^ <----good!

but it will be lessees time for us to look for it other...

take care ya~my dear fren^^

okok....stop here...

going to take a bath and rest

and read novel then sleep...

good night~dear people^^

p/s: 我会小心处理冷静对待

想

2011-08-26T22:52:00.000-07:00

我想我该放下了

你一直无动于衷

我累了

不想感觉被牵动

所以我会放下的

要开学了

该结束了

我要收拾心情和感觉

把所有的心思放在学业

回复到最初

当一个就算没有你

我也可以做自己的我

开心快乐的我

一个像似没有烦恼的我

————————————————————————————

ok....stop....

next week all no school...all holiday!!^^

haha...my dad look like have many plan...haha...

good!

arrr....worried!worried!

i think result will be out the latest by next week...

scary><

hope all can pass!!!

'dubilubilulafa dubilubilulafa dubilubilu dubilubilu~ '

nice song!!^^ love~

感觉是冲动的

我要学会如何冷静处理！...

ok...end~

p/s: after next week...uni open...school life will be back~

改变中...

2011-08-22T22:47:00.000-07:00

刚刚看回去前几年的照片

发现自己真的变了好多

样子虽然变了

但我想变最多的是：想法

以前只要遇到挫折的事失败的事或是不想面对的事

我的脑袋就不选择性的去逃避不去面对

但慢慢的我才知道

只有在面对之后我才能得到解脱

因为过去已是事实无法改变我们只能在未来做补救

一直停留在过去我们还是无法改变已发生的事

与其去后悔自己的所作所为

不如把它当成经验做为往后做决定前的参考

但我想最可怕的还是爱情

因为感觉是盲目的爱上了就很难摆脱

就像现在的我

我还记的以前我曾深爱过的人

我一直带着他的影子去找下一个爱我的人

但慢慢发现这是不可能的因为我现在遇到的这个人

身上一点都没有他的影子

但是我对他的感觉却一直没有办法确定...

我会学习习惯面对不能逃避！

凡事三思而后行因为之后是没有后悔可言！

---------------------------------------------------------

好了，就到这里。

现在有是时间要一直查看成绩

真的很怕

我希望全部可以顺利过关！

请 / 终于 /

2011-08-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

我可以热情洋溢

我可以亲切和谐

我可以可爱可亲

我可以面带微笑

我可以小鸟依人

但！

我也可以是另外！

我可以冷酷无情

我可以不理不睬

我可以冷眼相对

我可以讽刺以对

我可以自强独立

面对所有人我可以很热情

但只要你过了我的界限

那就不要说我变

那是你太过分但挑战我的能耐

请自我检讨！

___________________________________________________________________

好了，发泄完毕！

朋友们，请常常自我检讨哦~

我终于考完了

一样现在是等成绩时间

也一样我不能出去

其实回想我并不想摆脱我妈妈

因为如果没有她管我

那我哪里有可能可以考上大学

只是妈妈我只想偶尔自由出去走走。

现在是放假

没有任何计划想法

因为好像都不太成功

而且我妈妈一定也不会让我去

ok.....--->start!

1st,

of course is about i already holiday.

but don't know what to do.

just at home to find something information about the subject that i need to take next sem.

too fast? haha...cos i nothing to do...

do house work? sweeping, mopping, washing, bath for my dog...then?

ya...i suddenly remember i had brought many book before, now can read..

cannot read so fast, if not then i nothing to do anymore.

2nd,

my holiday i doesn't has any plan

other, got,

bbq<---i think this can't do

broga hill<---may be

movie<---may be

travel<---sure no

shopping<---no money

yam cha<---cannot go out at night, if not my phone....haizzz

so, so many plan = no plan

haha==

3rd,

i had lost myself

how to find back?

我想找回原本的我

我不想因他人而改变自我

但我却已经迷失了自我

我会趁放假把她找回来的

okok--->stop here...

this day i had learn a sentence: 一世随缘，随缘一世，才能活的自由自在。

做人不要太逞强，是你的，终有一天会回到你身边的。

p/s: i will try how to be myself during this holiday

try to see everything from other side.

胡夏【那些年】 --九把刀電影 Channel [V] MV大首播.flv

2011-08-03T04:19:00.000-07:00

我还记得你你呢？

真的很想你...

我错过了你

但我会珍惜未来的

--->月亮^^

why?! is my wrong?

2011-07-20T23:20:00.000-07:00

是我不会处理友情的问题吗？

为什么大家老是喜欢看影子说故事？

我哭到没有眼泪了！！

尤其是你！

我到底是哪里得罪你！你告诉我啊！

为什么我们不能和平相处?!

和平相处有多难?

或许你认为只有真朋友才会说难听的话

但是你说的却是让我心寒的！！

你那么讨厌我吗？

就算我好好跟你说话你还是要讲我！

算了我不会再跟你说任何一句话也不会再post任何东西了！！

你喜欢骂就骂

我无话可说

或许你一点都感觉不到你对我有多过分

周围的人都跟我说叫我不要理会你说的

我真的不会再理会了

你们爱怎么讲就怎么说

既然都被误会了我就没话好说

做靠近一点就叫做对那个人有意思？

哈哈！无聊

我只想有单纯的友情！！

拜托：请不要看影子说故事了！

清者自清！

久违啦～

2011-07-12T21:16:00.000-07:00

久违了朋友...

哈哈....好久没有上来了...

现在已经踏入七月的第二个星期了...

很快的考试就要到了！！！

这个学期过的特别的快...

好像才开学又要final 了

而你们也要离开了

既有不舍得但有替你们开心

因为你们要毕业了...

这个学期我很少看到你们

1st,

我快疯了

2011-06-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

i'm going to crazy soon...

there are many things happen...

no one things i can solve...

but i will do my best!!

pls help me when down!

hope my heart boleh tahan...

continue to listen happy song to make feel good...

but seem no use...

now is 26/6/2011..

july coming...

and means final coming also...!!!

but before final there's a lot of mid term and assignment...

july is assignment submission month and presentation..

so FIGHTING!!!

do not wan to say anythings...wait till holiday only say be...

fren~ feel sorry for can't attend....

early wish you two happy birthday 1st^^

i'm back

2011-05-30T07:41:00.000-07:00

i'm back...after a few week of uni start...

today is 30/5...

from now on...

i need to find i who am i...

what i have...

what i want...

for what?

this is for my co-op things...

i need to start to find out...

so that i can have the confident the company will accept me as their worker...

i will work hard...although i scare also...

Aza aza fighting!!! I can do it!!!

okok----> start~

1st,

that day at VIVA popular have a discount...

most of the book are in 50% to 80% discount!!!

wah^^

this is good news to me..

so i went with my family...

before that we having our dinner at P road...<--- don't know correct or not...><

nice...nice...nice...although not the first time...

but the nasi lemak to me still very very nice!!!

the most nice is the fried chicken and the 烧鸡翼!!!

nice><....haha....

ok...back....

that day i had brought a book call

<开始面试就录取>

this book is suitable to me now.

i must need to do some homework 1st before go for the interview at November co-op...

i know still long to go...but i think i should do some prepare 1st...

加油！！！

2nd,

ARRRR!!!

i haven't find any company yet!!!

yet, i still have't decide where to find...

that day25 of may i didn't go to uni for the career fair...

i miss it...><

haizzz....now everything i need do by myself...

hope i can...

okok....~stop here~

is time to sleep...

running nose...

p/s: i don't wan to hurt myself again...

so i decide to go away from you...i'm not going to find any reason for you anymore...

can't wait...!

2011-05-15T20:28:00.000-07:00

haha...can't wait that day to come...
we already long time no see le^^
very miss you all...
very exited...
will all of you come?
can't wait to see all of you...
happy happy^^

---->ok, start~

1st,
school have start for three week le...
we five taking different subject...
but some are same...
why? bcos of the Head of Accounting and Finance lo...
we all do the course selection on the 1st day....
then she reject some of us><
but is ok....like this we can meet more new frens^^
we still together~

2nd,
girl girl is recover le...
is happy to see her running here and there...
sleeping here and there..
walk around...haha....happy~
but she still need to go for blood test next week..
to sure that she has fully recover...
god bless her^^

3rd,
i usually been doing things without thinking...
i should change...think triple before i do and make any decision!!

ok....stop~
i need to go...
p/s:不要习惯逃避要习惯面对!!

...

2011-05-04T21:03:00.000-07:00

finally i can let go...and i know everything...
pls dun play me ok!!
________________________

@@ my girl girl!!!! arrr....heartpain!!
why? who racun you? until you need to stay at hospital so many days!!!
i miss you==....start to miss your sound... * bark...
miss the 1st thing i do in a day is to play with you only i go bath...
but now go out...nothing=(
haizzz...although we can go see you...
but i wish you better at home more than at hospital!!
everytime we go see...you also吵着要回家...
but i hope you can go back home with good health...
love you ya~

okok----> start...

1st,
uni start...
timetable change and change...
change until i look like study night class...
every day study start from 3.30 or 5pm!!!
haizz....the most traffic jam time><
some of us are taking different subject tis sem...
but i think i not going to change...
just stick to wat we have...

2nd,
down down down down...
down down mood for tis day><
you come back then my mood will up up up!!

stop here--->
p/s: i dun wan go in...dun wan anymore...i dun wan to guess and get hurt...

28/4-celebrated for our holiday

2011-04-29T00:29:00.000-07:00

28/4 the day that we all celebrate our holiday,
although going to school open...
haha...
where we (4 boys & 4girls) celegrate?-----> Sunway Lagoon!!
ye!!! haha....so many years ago...i finally go back again^^
is fun... *although we dun have go ice skating==
but fun also^^....
~1st, we all meet at mc.d at taman connaught,
then we arrived at 10.15, then reached there 11something
then we start play...
but after i see by my own eyes<----
海盗ship...really scary!!!
then me and jing yi 被骗to sit the 360!!
omg...they tell us only 180!!
when we go up...only we know!!
omg! scary....yet my shoe drop><
haha...how funny...
then we go play water^^
is funny...and we also play many game...
then we play until 4.40 then we go bath...during that time heavy rain...
but after we girls bath the rain turn small...haha...
but boys actually all have have finish...waiting for us><
2nd, then we went in to Sunway Pyramid to have our dinner^^
hungry man!! we go bar b.Q plaza eat^^
then we go watch movie 'Thor' <----NICE!!!
and we sit pairly...
me and ck
wendy and nelson
jing yi with roy
jenny with xuan feng
the movie is nice!!

P/s: 又来是这种感觉了
是真的吗？很开心是因为你吗？

holiday~

2011-04-21T18:59:00.000-07:00

wow!!!
my one week holiday come le...
haha...
final finish...holiday come...
got any plan?
totally no idea...
very tired...today i wake up early in the morning...
for wat?
for eat the kfc breakfast!!!
haha...the crazy thing i did of the 1st day of my holiday...><
无奈....<------becos of my brother....
actually nothing to tell....
haha...
ya....i had bought many books about Sherlock Holmes by Conan Doyle (chinese version)
very nice^^
may be my holiday is Sherlock Holmes books...
haha...is ok la...

okok....a bit things to tell...start~

1st...
next week is holiday but also is the week that we wait for our result!!!
scare man...
i must pass all...i not hope...is MUST!!!

2nd,
seem like many things to do next week....
i should write it down...
so that i will not forget^^
about the medical check up...
i din go le...cos my body now is nothing in any pain le...
go check when pain ba...

3rd,
yes!!! i can have a whole week at home with my dear girl girl^^
but i hope to go out...
~watch movie...
~shopping...
~jalan jalan...
~makan makan...
~play pla...
but i most wan to do is watch movie!!
i wan to watch 倩女幽魂....
cos got 刘亦菲...
she is very beautiful!!! pretty girl^^
a pretty nice actor=)

----> okok...stop here...
need to continue to my Sherlock Holmes book...(A Study in Scarlet-血字的研究)
bye~
p/s: may i continue to?
or can you give me a correct answer..so that i no need to guess...

巧智慧心...i will learn to...

i wish~

2011-04-12T19:53:00.000-07:00

exam tmr!!!
tmr!!!
now me sick, tired, and scare
but i sure i can do it!
my exam until next week thursday...
then rest from one week
uni open==
only holiday for one week!!
haizzz....nvm la...
i hope i can get a resting trip for my holiday...
go where?
i dun know...no idea...
wish to go to my fren trip...
but no people seem like want to join...

~i hope to go 溜冰
~i hope to go watch movie
~i hope to go eat sushi buffet
~i hope to go lavine...
~i hope to go to Bentong and play... *wan to go again..><

anybody wan?
no?!
nvm...i will stay at home++

April~april fool^^

2011-04-01T20:09:00.000-07:00

Wao...april lo^^

today is second of April...

yesterday is first of April...

april fool day... have joy?

no...is long time i din play for this day le...

tis day make me more remember my past of tis day...

before 18, tis day is fun, joy,happy and wonderful^^

but after 18, i doesn't wan this day...

may be i haven't walk out from the black memory of this day...

however, many thigs have gone.

i should learn to let go...

Now come to april le... means wat?

means my final still got two week to go... wah..nervous...nervous...紧张...紧张...

okok------START~

1st,

of course need to talk about jenny's birthday=31/1 finally our mission had completed!!! haha....why tis year we do card? haha...bcos she is going to graduate tis year!!! so we plan to give her a surprise let her remember for her whole life...haha....so long~ we do a big big card with all our lovely, caring and sharing=) and make a party with all our surprise mood and blessing mood^^ last....happy birthday again to jenny ya~

2nd,

tis sem very hard to me... A challenge to me! i really scare of this year... but i sure i must pass and staight go to Year 2 sem 1!!! i Must...cannot have any wrong!! FIGHTING!!! pray for me...

3rd,

我越来越找不回原本的我了... 我发现我越不将原本的自己藏起来... 我越不认识那个我... 或许是以前我太压抑我自己了... 现在发现了自己的另一面反而觉得不习惯... 不过，我好想以前的那个我... 因为我都不太去想... 或想太多... 过了就过了... 可能是长大了吧... 开始会去珍惜身边的东西... ~~我会好好的...找个人来靠吧...

4th,

this day many people always ask me wat happen to me? bcos of my status in facebook... haha... actually that's all my feeling about love... 我没有谈恋爱，没有失恋... so pls dun ask....haha...feel weird... ~i hope to love...but no one love me la.... haha...i love myself ba^^

ok....stop here... may be will stop for few week... for prepare my final!!!

p/s: i will try to learn...if i change pls tell me... cos i m growth^^

...continue~

2011-03-01T07:40:00.000-08:00

mid term just gone...
and final is around the corner!!!
arrrrr><><

okok.....start!

1st,
is final la...
final exam timetable 1st draft is out!!!
start from 14/4/2011 till 21/4/2011...
then holiday for one week...uni start...
scare o....
need to study more!!!
do more tutorial!!!
re-do, re-do and re-do!!!

2nd,
dun know why recently i always met with have cousin...
after CNY, every weekend, we always meet with my cousin^^
is good that we always meet...
haha...we talk...eat...play!!! cooL!!!

3rd,
haha...recently i heard many of my secondry school frens are in relationship^^
wah!!! congraz!!! you all find ur true love...feel happy to you all^^
haha...

4th,
yesterday night,
i with my mum had a quite long talk...
this is the 1st time i had tis talk with my parents^^
feel good...we talk about everything...
and i found out, my mum are really a super woman...
she know everything!!!
wow!!! BRAVO!!!

5th,
ok...talk about a sad and angry thing!
i get scolded by a old man!!!
and is in a evening that after dinner time...
all people are at outside walk....
then i with my sis bring my dog go have a walk...
then my dog go to the old man house in front de garden...
then the old man saw that run out and scold me...
scold me say i let my dog wiwi and sh*t at his house!!
OMG!!! we bring dog out always got bring a thing to take my dog sh*t de...
so how my dog sh*t will at his house?!
he scold me very loud yet some neighbour come out and see wat happen!!
HAIZZZ!!! this is not my fault!! you can just tell me but not scold plz!!!
and the garden is not ur house de...if my dog sh*t there also non of ur business!!!
haizzz....make my mood down!!!
a weird old man!!!
and this old man really no manner...
everytime when i saw him, i will call...but he just ignore me and walk away...
omg!!! i have good manner to say hi to you...and you show tis kind of face!!!
but during tis morning...i have a bit rude la...
when i with my sis walk by his house, he also walk out,
then i say loudly say: run faster...if no later get scold again !!!
i know is not good...but i just wan to say i din do wrong and you scold a wrong person...

6th,
a second scary thing that happened is in my life..
even now i talk back...it still scary...
yesterday i almost come across a accident!! and during that time i feel like i m doing to DIE...
昨天下午下大雨，然后我要去lrt在我弟弟的时候
经过学校，我做最里面那条路因为很大雨我不敢驾太快...
我前面是里辆长罗里
那个罗里司机要转进学校！！！
然后他没有打讯号灯！！
我以为他走直！我只差0.0001mm就要langgar他的罗里了！！！
我还能听见我的刹车声！！！
那一刻我真的以为我真的要死了！！！
所以拜托大家请用讯号灯！！！

okok....stop here...
this day always raining...be careful ya^^

help!!

2011-02-25T08:13:00.000-08:00

help!!!
我快受不了了！
我感觉快疯了！
哭也不是笑也不是
我好想大喊！！！
又是时间上云顶了吗？ @@
haha....just jokking...

心情一直很沮丧
但却不知道为什么
可能现在在考试吧
而且有点事事不顺的感觉
良好的感觉赶快回来吧！
我想你！

好...开始----->

1st,
这个星期和下个星期都是在考试
紧张紧张害怕害怕
wish for good luck...

2nd,
好想和朋友们聚一聚
大家坐在一起
聊聊天说说话开心笑

3rd,
好想吃冰淇淋火锅....
谁也想吃？
一起去^^

4th,
～你不断往远点退我也不断向前进
我不会认输的！

5th,
我弟弟干妈的女儿和她男朋友分手了！
真的吓了我一大跳...
那时候他们两个很恩爱但现在却...
听干妈说是那个男的跟她分手的...
o!! 我的妈呀！我姐她可是个大美女...
那个男的竟然！！！
气死！！
希望姐她可以赶快走出来
迎接美好的未来！

stop<--------------

ok...stop le...i wan go sleep le...
monday presentation!
fighting! i can do it...^^
p/s: wish for good luck~ night^^

熟悉的...

2011-02-18T07:51:00.000-08:00

今天的题目很怪吧？
haha...
熟悉
对，就是熟悉。
许多曾经熟悉的东西都好像离我好远了...
人，事，物和地点

人，
幼稚园的，小学的，中学的...
那些朋友呢？
~幼稚园的，我大慨不太记得了...
～小学的，记忆还在...但人已不一样了...
* 小学有聚会，但我没有去...因为我不敢...自卑心又发作了...因为大家都变的-聪明，美，高...
但这都不是最重要的，重要的是：他们都很厉害读书，但我却不是...haizzz! 我不敢面对他们，因为我知道我不如他们...
～中学的，都还记得，但我也没有去聚会，因为时间和地点的问题...
但有一位，我们曾经是很好的朋友，但是这位朋友好像忘记我了...
--->你忘记我了吗？曾经我伤心的哭过，因为你不再找我了...我以为你会是我一辈子的朋友，但是...就连你有了另一半你也不告诉我我也是看到照片才知道的...
是我的问题吗？我想应该是吧...因为我不像你其他的朋友一样主动找你所以你把我忘记了？
对不起, 那是我觉得对不起你，因为我曾经说过我们会一起毕业的，但我没有做到，所以你因为这样不理我了？.............................................

事，
许多事我都还记着...
不敢忘记...

物，
也一样！
可能不太清楚，但不可能忘记...

地点，
许多回忆的地方...
我也没有忘记...

ok....start~

1st,
this sunday, ready!
i have prepare=)

2nd,
assignment!!!
mid-term!!!
presentation!!!
haizzz....
i sure i can!

3rd,
i hope we fren again...
wishing...wishing...wishing...

4th,
i hope i can't have one day sleep at 11pm!
cos i have long time late sleep le!!!
body getting worse!!!

----> ok, stop here...
continue assignment...
p/s: I sure can!

time to come back!

2011-02-13T06:17:00.000-08:00

time to keep my fully attention in study le!!!
assignment still in processing...
exam is coming...
feeling tired!!!
---> start~

1st,
saturday 12/2/2011
i had went back to muar, johor,
for the wedding buffet by the sis^^
we go helping...prepare...taking pic...
there's a lot of cousin coming!!!
yet my father met his primary school fren...haha...
wow...so fast my sis wan to marry le...
feel sad...but happy bcos she has found the love^^
tis sunday will be her wedding le!!!
i will become her 伴娘...
haha~ 1st time^^

2nd,
all exam properly will be start at next week..
week 8...
some assignment start to submit start from this week...
presentation also!
preparing!!!!
concentrade!!!
no more chinese new year mood!!!

okok....
time to sleep...
tmr...is Valentine's day^^
Happy Valentine's day to everyone~

p/s: i will be fine...

CNY^^

2011-02-03T19:41:00.000-08:00

HapPy cHiNESe neW yEAr!!!!
祝大家农历新年快乐！！！
haha...
eat...eat...eat...
drink...drink...drink...
laugh...laugh...laugh...
and~
take...take...take!!!!
take wat?!
haha...is take angpow!!!
haha....^^

1st,
yesterday we went back to muar, johor!!!
wah...fun!!! and busy also...
cos many cousin come to our house to pai nian...^^
nice to see them... cos we one year only see one time only...
and is good to see them...
evening, we went to eat dinner...at 东甲...
the dish...okok la...
haha~
thanks ya uncle...

2nd,
next week!!!
next week!!!
my 表姐...
want to get marry...
yesterday when we go her house..
we had saw her wedding photo...
feel happy for her but sad also...
cos tis year is the last year she with us go pai nian le...
next year she will at her husband house le..
and we will less see each other...
however...i still want to wish her..
wish she and her husband表姐夫:
百年好合
白头到老
开开心心
快快乐乐
早生贵子!!!

okok....stop here..
all cousin come to our house le....---->kl house^^

Coming~coming~coming!!!

2011-01-29T07:28:00.000-08:00

ARRRR!!!!
is coming le!!!
chinese new year is coming le!!!
wow...very excited lo!!!
haha^^
my house full of chinese new year atmosphere...
hehe=)
tis year my house has a new member will with my family celebrate chinese new year...
who??
haha...is my dog!!!
welcome o...
my love love dog^^ muak!!!
in a flying mood le...haha...
cos going to have a week holiday...
and planning to go frens house to take angpow!!
can?
some say ok....some say no...
but my house is.....................
always welcome de...^^
haha....
ok------>

1st,
monday 31/1/2011 i STILL GOT CLASS!!!
omg lo><
haha...
but is ok la...
i will be attend...cos boring also stay whole day at home...

2nd,
thinking how many angpow i can take this year...
haha...just kidding...
but u all is ok i go ur house la...
but not take angpow only..
is a 祝福!!!

3rd,
tis year will be the same:
-> we morning 5am go back to muar,johor...
then go pai nian~ visit all cousin^^
then go back to grandma house, rest, mandi,makan, play and chat all cousin...
then is time for those cousin come to grandma house le... * take angpow again>< haha
then ear dinner, 7pm++ come back to kl...
then sleep~
->we morning 8am++ go mum cousin there to visit^^
go back to grandpa's house 1st...
then eat lunch at my small aunt house, play, chat,sing k also^^...
then bath, go dinner then go to my third aunt house^^
go visit her house...makan...chat...watch tv and also sing k!!!
*haha...should be no sound for next day...

okok....stop here....tis is some activities i will be doing in holiday^^
everyone ENJOY also la^^
haha~
p/s: i seem like a bit mabuk..haha..but no..i m too happy le^^

stop...rest le...

2011-01-20T06:55:00.000-08:00

ya...is time to stop le...
need to turn all attention to study le...
i had already used the two chance for going out...
i can't go out anymore...
first time is yen sem's birthday,
second time is jing yi's birthday.
wednesday when i reach home,
my mum had gave me order that,-----> i can't going out le
ya...may be i shouldn't...
i should put more attention in study,
but i miss...haizzz ><
wait till march ba...
ok...

1st,
is happy that celebrate with jing yi...
although we had late...but we are心意满满的!!!
haha~ special 'cake'...
however~ happy birthday again to you^^

2nd,
我是该好好整理我自己了，我不想再当胆小鬼了...
对于我不敢的，还没尝试的...
我会尽量去做...
~学业!!!
~presentation!!!
~功课!!!
~assignment!!!
~家人!!! 保持良好...
~朋友!!! 持续热络...
~感情!!! 找寻当中...<----- 比起其他的，我比较害怕这个...
(为什么不放手让我跌倒？让我知道...你一直不放，让我更远离妳。你一直说不能，但却是我心里渴望的!)

3rd,
assignment!!!
need to start le...
i had find information le...
now need to do le...
continue find more information!!!

ok....stop...
tired...i need to force myself le...
cannot be lazy anymore like holiday...
hei~cheer up!!!
night~
p/s: do you know why i h?

thanks...finally~

2011-01-16T03:36:00.000-08:00

终于说了...
至少我不需要隐瞒我的过去...
那段过去，是我的噩梦...
我一直都不敢提起...
家人也不提...
我唯一敢说，也只是在这里。
为了那件事我哭过...
也假装过...
但心里还是会想起...

我还常常在想这是我人生的污点...
但回想过来...
如果没有那件事，
那我就没有办法认识到现在的这班朋友们^^
所以...
谢谢您，老天爷。
而你，
你会怎么看我呢？
我也不知道我为什么会跟你说...
可能是你那天跟我说：
be a fren can help something...

ya~may be i should say,
u all are all around me...
may be you all can help me^^
--------> ok...stop here~

1st,
timetable still in a changing situation...
haizzz>< hope to settle fast...
tis sem from 5 to 4...
hope i can get it well.

2nd,
arrr... why seem like all subject need textbook?
need to buy... but expensive!!!
who got secong hand book???!!!
i wan~

3rd,
wow~ really nice...
honestly i have one month no go for jogging le...
today finally had went, with my uni fren^^
walk and run and walk and run... haha...
but tired...feel sleepy when reach home...
but my mum say cannot...
wan to help keep house...
cos chinese new year is around the corner...
so need to keep keep keep...
two more week to go^^

4th,
prepare for jing yi's birthday...
tis time may be no surprise gua..
haha...may be...
wait and see...

5th,
nowadays many movie had coming out!!!
i wan watch...
but hard and can't find a right time...
haizz...just wait ba@@
ok...stop here...

p/s: 就算重来，谁也不能保证成功或失败...
end~ tmr class....

如何...how...

2011-01-10T19:00:00.000-08:00

要怎样才能让你知道呢？
大家都不断猜疑着...

而我也不断在逃避...
haha....
i also dun know why?
stop here~
now start...

1st,
school life now is the second week le...
timetabble still in changing...
haizzz...气死!!!
yet our lecture still cancel class!
hei! lecture you continue cancel class..
when we need to start?
到时候才来赶赶赶!!!

2nd,
all assignment have start!!!
start to do assignment le...
hope to get high...
haha^^

ok le...
very hungry le...
eat lunch time~!
p/s: hope you can know...

2011!!!

2011-01-02T21:18:00.000-08:00

2o11 !!!
wow...a brand new year!!!
new year new hope...^^
and my busy life will be start!!!
school life...
assignment life...
...and other~
haha...
a brand new year to me...
and also a brand new year to my dog~girlgirl...
2011 she is 9 years old!!!
haha...
how special^^

1st,
today my uni life have start...
the timetable still ok...
but monday and tuesday is until 8pm..haizz...
ucsi now also in a renavotion time...
change for a new year?
haha=)
and welcome to those new student...
a lot man~

2nd,
this year-2011
is tis year a good year?
why seem like many people marry this year?
aiyo...need to buy clothes le...
some of my cousin will be marry this..
3-4 cousin...
haha....
one of my cousin say...
marry this year...then pregnant..
then give birth of a dragon baby...haha....
swt man==
wat thinking is tis?
haha...but wish them有情人终成眷属...
happy>>>-

3rd,
today raining day...
now 1.28pm...
haven't rain yet...but the sky was grey...

ok...finish...haha...
p/s: 很不习惯，因为你的不存在...
from now on...
micro class i will be alone...why?
cos they dun wan come...haizzz

sad sad news=(

2010-12-27T23:21:00.000-08:00

early in the morning,
when i opened my facebook,
i saw i m been tagged by yan yan.
click in and see...
only i KNOW she gonna left all of us
and when to penang to continue her study,
SAD!!!
sad, dun know wat to do!
a letter to you, yan yan.

ong tian yan,
hi, why you going without telling all of us?
why?
is that i not really close to you,
so i din realize?
i think yes.
from we met, we don't have talk much.
i m sorry...
hope you happy in penang,
but you must rememer all of us.
love you o=)

everything~

2010-12-26T18:56:00.000-08:00

everything had changed...
at least my heart is not...
we can't go back..
haha...^^
cos we had growth up...

today-27 of december 2010!!!
still got 5 days...
2011 is coming!!!
is that anything i haven't do this in year?
yaya...a lot...
those are things that i not dare to do...
regret for no doing?
ya...of course...
but those things i will continue to 2011...
continue my journey

1st,
school is going to start!!!
haha...good...
cos i m boring...and lazy...
hope to get back to school life...
to have a better life^^

2nd,
arrr!!!
left one month...
chinese new year is coming!!!
haizzz....why so fast?
new clothes haven't buy...
house haven't find keep yet...

3rd,
in 2011 some of my cousin going to marry le...
omg lo...
good to me...
but bad to my parents...haha^^
congraz to them o...
hehe=)
okok...the end~

think of new wish...
thinking~thinking..
no more stay...keep walking..

David Archuleta - The Other Side of Down

2010-12-16T18:09:00.000-08:00

Nice~ nice~
can't stop listen^^
u should try!~
haha^^

finally~

2010-12-12T20:17:00.000-08:00

finally~ finally~
my house have finished renovate!!!
ye^^
hehe...haha><

actually my house doesn't change much..
only the paint and the carpark change...
carpark became bigger...
haha....

nowadays i have stay at house almost two and a half month...
it seem boring and boring and boring to me...
hope school can open fast...
haha...
okok..now start~

1st...
ya...finally i had went out for shopping!!!
i was very very happy cos i have stay at house for so long...
and din have go out...
went shopping with my family...
go law yat...sungei wang...飞轮海88...
hope to go again...cos that day really shop not enough...
and because of my leg...i also cannot shop for long..

2nd...
my cousins at jb had came to kl...
haha..
and we tis all 'small small kids' went to watch movie...
haha...i with them watch harry potter again...haha...
it still seem nice and nice...
may be this sunday we are going to watch narnia!!!
tis really need to watch...cos 3D!!!
can't wait until tis sunday hope to watch now...
haha^^

3rd...
my dear little dog...girlgirl...
vivi blood again...
haizzz...
tis time no more see doctor...
only take medicine for her to eat only..
but doctor advice us to change her food...
hope girlgirl can recover soon...
god bless girlgirl...

4th...
我的心情一直没有好过...
一直都好烦...
可能是我把自己的感觉压抑的太过严重了...
导致我现在都快发疯了...
很想哭...但哭了...问题仍然还在...
可能是我太会钻牛角尖吧....
haizzz...真的不知道该怎么办才好...

okok...end...
p/s: from kai jia jie jie:
Note to self: Let go when you're hurting too much. Move on when things are not like before. For surely there is someone out there who will love you even more.
really meaningful^^

New mOnth~December^^

2010-11-30T18:56:00.000-08:00

Arrrr......today!!!!
today is 1st of december!!!
wao....new month....
time begin to rush as fast as they can...
and i still stay at the same place
dun know where to move
where is my direction
and what is my new plan?

just like before,
during tis december
the time will go very fast,
and a new year will be coming in
althought today just the begin of december.
yet my holiday had gone up two month
what am i doing in tis two month...
yaya...cleaning, reading, facebook-ing
everyday doing the same things
then fren will ask: does it boring ?
no! is true...
dun ask me why...
cos i really not feel boring...
haha...
cos i also had go out with fren...
although just few day...

ok....now...time to talk back...
1st...thanks to fren dearest frens^^
who celebrate my birthday for me^^
thanks ya=)
it's really a surprise..
i din realize that u all will celebrate for me...
thanks><....
then also thanks to all who remember my birthday and who had wished me...
a very thank you...hehe..

2nd...
november2010 was a sad month to me...
and i dun wan to say anymore...
many things had happen...
i hope not to remember those things

3rd...
my house had finish renovated...
yeyeye!!!!
now left painting...
wow....i really like it...
it really look like a new house...haha...
our house colour have all change...
so frens my house door will be change to white colour o...
dun go wrong house^^ hehe...

4th...
is!!!
i have watch the HARRY POTTER and THE DEATHLY HALLOW (PART 1)
with my sis and brother...hehe....at leisure mall....
that day at the cinema...was all full...wow...
luckly we brought the tickets early...haha...
and the movie was!!!!
nice! nice!! nice!!! ^^

haha...now need to wait for the part 2^^
can't wait until next year le...
and the part 2 will be show as 3D....omg lo!!!
sure need to go watch...

5th,
now is waiting the 3D of Narnia^^
haha....tis also can't wait to watch...hehe...
haha...tis time i also watch will my sis and brother..
at mid valley...cos leisure mall no 3D...
haha...^^

ok....报告完毕!
p/s: can i say i really hate you!!!?
cos the thing u say u din do it...
i have let go...
but u?
are you also have let go??!
ok....thats all...
cos even i talk to you..you also dun wan to reply...
then just finish!!!
just there...no more!!!

i really like tis : 人唯一不变的就是变...

sorry...may be sorry not enough

2010-11-18T16:45:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry!
really really sorry...
just hate me as long as you wan...
i sure will not say anything...
cos its really is my fault.

I'm sorry!
really really sorry...
i will just disappear as long as you don't wan to see me...
i sure will not say anything...
cos i know i cannot be forgive...

I'm sorry!
really really sorry...
just show the angry face and hate face to me as long as you wan...
i sure will not say anything...
cos i really no use...
i know even i cried also can't get the forgive from you...
but i can't stop my tears...
its just like the river...
my heart pain like u dun wan me, hate me...

sorry...
i know even many years go...
u sure will not forgive me...
i dun know wat to do...
disappear?
i hope i can't...
but i not dare to walk away...

p/s: tis month really is my crying month....
my tears drop non stop...
more and more...

梦~故事一

2010-11-09T21:08:00.000-08:00

‘汶’老师
‘有’我回答
‘你在干嘛？’
‘哦，我在听小提琴的乐曲。’
‘那来台上表演看看吧!’
‘什么？表演？老师不行啦，我还没练习。一时间拉不出来….而且我…’
‘不要再说了，赶快上来！’
‘老师！唉，完了啦！’
‘不要担心你一定可以的！’你对着我说，还对我笑了笑说‘加油！’
‘汶！赶快下来，到台上来！’
‘哦，知道了，现在来！’
你的微笑让我有了勇气，我信心满满的走上台，拿出小提琴，架在肩膀上，用我的指尖开始谱出我刚刚听到的乐曲。
我一边在拉，一边用一只耳朵听着mp3所播放的乐曲，心里一边在祈祷我不会出糗。
我拉完了，当我睁开眼睛时，我看到你对着我笑，周围的掌声瞬间响起，我就知道我又成功了。

拉小提琴一直以来都是我的梦想之一，也不知从什么时候开始，我突然可以拉出我没有学过的曲子，而且我没有学过小提琴！奇怪吧！

记得那天我在二楼，看到练琴房里的桌上放的小提琴，心里突然有一把声音叫我进去拉拉看。于是我便走了进去，拿起小提琴，拉了起来。

心一惊！我怎么会拉出音乐来啦？！我的妈呀！见鬼了！

我赶快放下小提琴，要溜时，一传过头就看到一班人站在外面，看着房里，那个方向好像是我站的位置。我的位置？！该不会是我后面有什么东西吧？！啊！完了啦！

这时你走了进来，问我：‘你什么时候开始会拉小提琴的？很好听哦！’

‘这个问题问的好！什么时候？我怎么会知道，我没学过啦。’我答道。

‘讲大话，没学过就会拉？不要假了。’你用疑惑的眼神看着我说道。

‘是真的！我真的没有学过。随便你啦，相不相信是你家的事。’

你又看了我一下，我知道你不相信我。但我说的是事实，我真的没有学过。至于我为什么会拉得出来，我自己也很疑惑。

我掉头就走了。

继续...

如有雷同，纯粹巧合

十一月八日

2010-11-07T21:11:00.000-08:00

迈入十一月了...
我的假期不知不觉就过了一个月了...
我也在家做了整整一个月的管家了...

~先说我们家吧...
我们家快装修好了...
但还是很多灰尘...
还是要每天打扫...

~再来...
我的书看完了...
盗墓笔记只看到一半...第五集...
其他集还没买...

~我们家的狗还多了...
尿尿已经没有血了...
但还是需要多多观察...

~朋友们大多数的都去打工了...
我还是没有去...
最近书展来了...没得去...
我想电脑展也应该快来了...

p/s: 在乎他人所不会在乎的...
在乎他人所不能接受的...
在乎他人所不以为的...
我就是这样...
这是在钻牛角尖...
我在乎的却是大家不在乎的...

[MV]TRAX ft SeoHyun(SNSD)-Oh! My Goddess

2010-11-01T17:56:00.000-07:00

这首歌是我现在的心情... ^^
haha...

tis song is nice><>

and seohyun徐玄很美很漂亮！！！

october had gone...now is november^^

2010-10-31T18:39:00.000-07:00

就这样十月就过去了...
平平凡凡的...
忙东忙西的...
就这样过了...

~家里还在装修...

~先讲讲我们家的girl girl...
生病了！！！
尿尿里有血...
真的是吓到我们一家了><
然后经过医生的检查才知道原来是尿袋肿了起来...
真的可怜...
现在要吃药...
而且经过医生的讲解才知道...
我们家的girl girl不能吃鸡肉...
要吃羊肉...<<<<----太好名了吧...
haha^^
如果继续吃鸡肉...
就会皮肤敏感...
那时候就要吃素了...

~再来...
我们家客厅装修好了...^^
太好了...我好久没有在客厅坐过了...
haha><

~不知不觉的已经到了十一月了...
到现在我还在担心成绩...
但是其他的朋友却去工作了...
听到大家都有工作..
而我却呆在家...
就有点不好意思...
本来是想在leisure mall de 'Giodano'做的...
怎知道爸妈强烈的反对...
说什么就是不让我去做salesgirl...
真是奇怪！！！
所以到最后我还是留在家里当油漆工人...
还不错...haha^^

p/s: hope girl girl can get well faster...
~wish 6/11 de birthday boy--ck...happy birthday...
~~wish all november birthday girls and boys...HAPPY BIRTHDAY^^
只要有你...一切都没关系...

me and you...

2010-10-29T00:57:00.000-07:00

我和你可以会到过去吗？
我希望我们都不要再提那件事了....
可以吗？ can?

2AM - With Or Without U

2010-10-27T00:54:00.000-07:00

[HQ] SNSD - 훗 (Hoot) Eng Sub

2010-10-27T00:51:00.000-07:00

SNSD new mini album come le...nice^^and 2am also nice nice

last night...

2010-10-24T17:52:00.000-07:00

我昨晚被自己的梦哭醒！
我梦到你不理我了...
这是真的吗？

因为那件事我们疏远了吗？
我昨晚又肚子痛了...
可能是我想太多了...
到了此时此刻我的鼻子还是酸酸的...

最近的胃又不好了...
可能是老毛病又来了...
但我都有定时吃...
不过还是痛了...

心情还是很沮丧...

喂！你...你...振作点！！！
不要觉得后悔...在你还没弄清楚之前...什么是都不要想！！！
因为这样你和他都不会受伤...

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

2010-10-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

arr...
i wan go out arrr...
i wan shopping!!!
i wan!!
i wan ai gee..
i wan xue yee...
i wan u all...

i at home is going to 发霉了!!!
everyday schdule:
~wake up at 6.30am,fetch my sis go school
~reach home, bath...
~breakfast and newspaper also...
~renovate workers come...they start their work...
i read my book...
~sleep awhile...
~ computer time...internet...msn...facebook...blog...
12.00pm lunch time... dun know eat wat...haizz...
~ play with dog...girl girl^^...cute dao>< haha
~ watch drama...
~ read book...sis and bro come back..
~ bath...
5.15pm mum and dad come back...
5.45pm dinner time...also girl dinner time^^
~wash plate...then girl girl go walk walk...
~reach home...start to clean house...rest...
~watch tv...sambil chat with mum...
~start to feel sleepy...
-wash face...brush tooth...
~go up to my room...up to my bed...sleep!!!

oh!!! no!!!!
my one day just gone throught like tis!!!
i wan go out...
haizz...
may be tis will happen when december ba...

突然...

2010-10-20T20:26:00.000-07:00

嗄...嗄...嗄...
吵死了...
家里的装修不知要何年何月才能好...

但我却从这‘嗄’的声中突然有了灵感...
加上我又看到自己身边的朋友都已经有了另一半...
我突然一阵说不出的感觉...

其实我渴望过...
但身边出现的都是对的人但不对的感觉...
当我看到哥,他和大嫂的感情时，
我更是觉得奇怪...
为什么我都遇不到我要的人...
虽然大家都说感情的事情是可遇不可求的...
但难道我要一辈子等那个人出现，而不直接去找吗？

而且我就算遇上了对的人，对的感觉，却不知他心...
我讨厌猜,但我又不敢说/问/试探...
haizzz...好想回到以前的我...
因为我以前一直都说...
单身好,不用给人管...
就算到了现在我还是一样,
还是不想被人管,只想被人疼...
好了...不写了...家里很乱！

p/s: 我最近在看‘盗墓笔记’！！！
认真的说：真的是....太好看了！！！
感觉自己也随着作者一起去倒斗一样...很过瘾！
但也有些怕...haha^^
而且‘盗墓笔记’有续集的...
现在在看第二本...刺激刺激..haha^^

finally...finally...

2010-10-18T21:55:00.000-07:00

finally my final finish le~
haha...
very free le...
two months holiday come le!!!
haha><
happy happy but scare boring ans sien...
so i had brought many books lel...
haha^^
8books..i think...

tis all books mostly is advanture de...
only three is about life and love de...
haha...
from now on...
my hoidays start!!!
haha^^

~sorry aigee and xueyee...
i no purposely letak aeroplane de...
sorry...
i promise christmas eve...i sure out de..
cos that time have no any reason can let me dun go out le...
sorry!!!

~house renovating...
omg...very diry...
and i need to everyday clean...haizz...
but good...excersice...
haha^^

~yaya...happy birthday to october birthday girls and birthday boys...
mei sum and dmond^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA^^
hehe...

~and girl girl arr...
plz stop barking la...
very noisy o...
-----------------------girl is our house new family member-dog^^
haha...

p/s: november fast fast come...
i wan to watch harry potter!!!
-narnia also...^^

coming~

2010-10-12T21:32:00.000-07:00

18/10/2010!!!!
my final!!!!
scare o...
but i have no any time to scare le...
now i just wan pass...
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!!!

and....
my holiday is coming haha^^
study study...

funny...

2010-10-06T07:46:00.000-07:00

我想我越来越可笑了...
哈哈...

切割！切割！！！
不要再理了...
他们都一样的...
所以还是放弃？

哥我好想你！！！
我有很多东西想说...
大嫂不要误会哦...
haha...

vin~ vin~
i wan you too...

还有大姐ching,
i also wan you too..
i wan you to give me a big big hug...
and tell me that nothing la...dun think too much...

haizz...
come back..come back...
dun think le...
continue study and assignment...
p/s: sick sick sick...
y i always sick de?! cough...伤风...
haizzz...now one more...stomachache...
take care ya everyone...

september just go...now october le!!!

2010-10-05T19:21:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!
OCTOBER LE!!!!
it means wat?!
it means that my final coming!!!
haizz..
so fast!!!
it seem like i just study a few week then final...
really really scare...
and for this sem i aim my result just pass...
then ok le...
scary!!!

come to october,
so mean for other things...
like, my house is 'zuan xui'...
going to have new look haha...
but very dusty...i means my house now...

then is my long long holiday is coming...
haha...
longer than those primary, secondary and high school...
haha...
no going to work le...
cos need too look after my house...
and my dog...barking...barking...to the workers...
haha....'吓到那些工人，都不敢停下来...'
haha^^

then is my new sem is also going to come...
wah...time really past so fast...
look like i just go for uni for foundation then now...
degree year1 going to sem3 le...!!!
时间还真是不留人...

ok la...
write until here la...
rush for assignment...

p/s: holiday cannot go out le><...
haizzz....help me...help me...

ThE loSt oF heArT - Windows Live

2010-10-02T22:55:00.000-07:00

ThE loSt oF heArT - Windows Live

wah!!! sure...dun know how to say...

2010-09-25T22:50:00.000-07:00

september going to finish le...
october are coming... good^^
but to me is bad...
cos mind term come....
assignment are going to the due date...
and and and!!!
MY final coming also!!!!
ARRRR!!!! sure die la><

conclusion: i really really super hyper de dun like short sem!!!
after final...holiday come...
two monthsss...
and i sure very boring...
going to find work...

haizz...now need to study le...
go!go!!go!!! fighting for mid term!!!
fighting for assignment!!!!
fighting for final!!!!!

p/s: 在每个人的心里深处，都藏着一道永远都无法复原的疤痕.

copy from newspaper:
以前王子与公主的故事是童话，但现在老夫老妻的故事是神话.
~meaningful^^ i like it~

我的~

2010-09-06T19:08:00.000-07:00

我的不勇敢是我的缺点
我的不主动是我的缺点
我的怠慢是我的缺点
我的三分钟热度是我的缺点
我的什么都不说是我的缺点
我的小小自大是我的缺点
我的自卑是我的缺点
我的不聪明是我的缺点
我的浪费时间是我的缺点
我的冷嘲讽刺是我的缺点
我的吃饱就想睡是我的缺点 *虽然只是说说
我的想太多是我的缺点
我的爱幻想是我的缺点
这些都是我的缺点... *我的...
虽然是缺点...
但这就是我...
可能有些人无法接受...
但这些是我的一部分...

news in early of September~

2010-09-03T07:48:00.000-07:00

September start le...
it bring bad news and also good news...
some make me super happy...
some make me super down...
and some make me...speechless...

1st~
bad news to some..but good news to me...
is SCHOOL OPEN!!!
is good that school open
cos is boring during holiday if no any plan
but i had went to malacca...nice trip...
is a bit boring la...hehe^^

2nd~
good news...
is after the trip to malacca our frenship more deep le...
at least we more understand each other...
p/s:hope for the next trip...

3rd~
good news...
i have pass all my subject!!!
how surpise^^..cos the business law...
result: 1A 3B!!!
continue to do the good job...FIHTING!!!

4th~
good news to some...bad news to me...
is i only having classes for two days only!!!
tuesday and thursday!!!
its make me feel like no study...
but some fren advice that..
short sem only 7week..no enough for study de..
so take 2 sbject is ngam ngam good de...
haha...
p/s:more concentrate in macro...fren help...

5th~
bad news...
i sick le...
after coming back from malacca...
i sick le...actually before going to malacca..i have feel not really well le..
but when come back...lagi teruk...
haha...
i know i will take care and rest more and drink more water...^^

ok...thats all the news for the early of september...
JIA YOU!!!! FIGHTING!!!! GAMBATEH!!!! ADD OILL...
for me and also for those who prepare exam...^^

满足~ fun~ nice~

2010-08-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

AhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
finally i back from malacca le....^^
tis was a nice and memorable trip i never been to..
cos every sem break i only stay at home to wait my result...
but tis sem i finally had been out!!!
MALACCA...!!

Is good that i have join tis trip~
althought only three day two night... *nice

~first day
we[me jingyi ck yensam nelson and weiheng(hope i no write wrong)]
meet at jingyi sis resturant~... eat breakfast...
after that we arrive!!!
YEAH^^
ck drive car really super hyper de fast lo...140!!!!
speechless....so we arrive at 9.50 then 11.15 reach...
between that we go wrong place also...go to jasin...haha...
then reach malacca we meet jenny and wendy...
then go文化街makan~ murah than kl....haizzz...
after eat then jalan jalan...shopping shopping...

then go museum...红屋...海盗ship...

then go庙...

after we all pray...then balik le jenny aunty's house^^
bath...start to play card...

then go play with jenny aunty's dog...毛毛^^ cute~
after we all bath finish then go makan...
our dinner is noya dish... nice...:)
then go 看夜景...看海...吹海风...

waiting to go 看夜景^^

during the car...to看夜景...very excited^^
and we have take many many many pic... 300 something~ we all gila le^^

~by jia wern^^

~by ck

then back home..
they continue their card game...
i went sleep...cos too tired...
they play until 3 something only sleep...
kasihnya...next day 9am wake up by jingyi shout...haha...
~to be continue^^

p/s: 海风将我和你的故事都带走了...
但海风将我带到某人身边继续我未完的故事...
我希望我和某人的故事可以继续下去...
谢谢这位某人...^^

TAEYANG (SOL from BIGBANG) - WEDDING DRESS

2010-08-17T00:30:00.000-07:00

2010-07-31T00:38:00.000-07:00

does i really has let go everything?
Nowadays i really don't what my mind is thinking about
everytime i want to concentra then i sure disturb by those silly and fool things in my brain.
how can i stop it? does this happen because of i think too much?
those things have ago long time, but to me, it just like happen by just now.
i say another thing and my heart think another things...totally cannot control.
y?y?y?
is that i too miss? y every people around just seem like...
can i lost all my memory? all those memory interrupt me during i thinking something!!!

p/s: final exam coming...10 of august till 17 of august...
fighthing!!!

hAlF of JulY~

2010-07-16T23:47:00.000-07:00

tis month many things have happen...
many all my last time memory dun know why...
suddenly appear in my head...
some memory are i almost forget de...

1/7 nelson's birthday
sorry that i din have celebrate with you...haha
16/7 ji yang'birthday and presentation day and celebrate kelly birthday day~
nervous day...although i dun have talk but i m the one who press-ing the laptop...scare i will press too slow and too fast...
but luckly everything is very smooth...
then we go mid valley for our kelly's birhtyday~ muaks...
haha...1st we go watch movie...but kok weng, who drive car, forgot to paste the road tax..so we follow him go back to his house at Ampang then only we go mid valley...
when we reach mid valley, we were late but we still go jusco to buy sushi to in the cinema to eat...haha...tasted^^...haha...then we celebrate at 'Mr. Kwan'...
there was a surpise to kelly...bactery...haha...as present...haha...
after celebrate we go shopping...at that time suddenly feel that i really long long time no shopping le...haizzzz...whose fault? degree fault...haha...
we almost 7 only reach school...cos taffic jam...

here again to wish those in July birthday de boy boy and girl girl...

p/s: i was tired...你真的很像他...我看到你，就好像看到他一样...心会痛...

Tmr EXAM!!!

2010-06-22T06:20:00.000-07:00

tmr is business statistics exam!!!
look like no question but i still scare...

yet our lecture din have give us tips...
and no tell us how many question will be out...
haizzz....
god pls bless me....

AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!!
p/s: i aim high...

hihi~

2010-06-13T00:29:00.001-07:00

안녕 모두는… 소원 모두 보낸다 훌륭한 일요일을…

我的一切... 不管你喜不喜欢！！！！！

2010-06-06T20:07:00.000-07:00

今天是星期一...
现在是早上8.15...
现在外面的天空是灰灰的....
我的心情也一样...灰灰的...
看着天空我的眼泪慢慢的滑过我的脸颊...
掉在我的手心...
此时的眼泪是冷冷的...
为什么？

因为无奈...
无奈...唉...
全新的一个星期，我竟然有无奈来形容...
可想我现在的心情应该很低落吧...
其实不是...
我会用无奈来形容我的心情是因为。。。
人生有太多的无奈是没有办法用来说的...

就像是：
无奈的感情...
无奈的朋友...
无奈的时间表...
以及其他的...

无奈的感情~
过去的感情我已让它埋在过去了...
但是想起还是会觉得无奈...
因为在它还只是种子时...就被宣判死刑了...
是一颗不会开花结果的种子...
所以...这算是老天爷跟我开的玩笑...
唉...这就是人生...
。。。。。
再来...
出现在我梦里的模糊男..
我也已经知道他是谁了...
看到他那一刻我真的很怀疑... *我还被惊醒...
真的是他吗？！
而当事人也已经知道了...
我和他并没有多大的改变..
就只是从不是很熟...变得像朋友...
不明白我说什么是吧...
其实就是说我们从不讲话的朋友变得有讲话了...
至少我们都没有觉得不好意思..

！！！！
最近我发现了一件事...
我的A朋友喜欢了我的B朋友...
而我也感觉B其实也好像喜欢A哦...
但他们两个好像都不太懂对方的心情...
而且他们也好像因为某些事情的原因...
不敢说出对对方的感觉...
******两位朋友啊！！幸福难求....所以如果真的喜欢就说出来！！！*******
希望全天下的情人...有情人终成眷属....^^

好！说完了感情...说朋友...
有时我们的身边多多少少一定会有几个朋友让我们觉得很无奈生气...
就好象我一样...
他/她总希望大家以他/她为中心...
什么事情都必须是由他/她决定..
如果不然他/她肯定翻脸！！
人家说的事一定不成立...但要他/她说了才算成立...
真是****晕啊！！！！****
#你凭什么管我啊！！！我爱做什么是我的事...我多话讲也是我的事！！！S***
*请原谅我！！！我知道不该讲那个字...但我真的太生气了...

放松...放松...呼...呼...
接着是我的上课时间表！！！
这是大家都会遇到的...
我的时间表...真的有够让我无奈的...
我星期一没课！！！万岁！！！
但星期二！！竟然只有一堂课！！！而且时间的11am-12.30pm...有够无奈的吧...=_=***
星期三一整天的课...满满的...早上八点到五点...《《《累》》》中间有休息...
星期四和星期二是一样的！！！
星期五也是一堂课...但时间的3.30-6.30pm...！！！
我并没有想投诉哦！！！不要误会...

好...结束以上的无奈...
我要把我的心里话说出来...不管你们接受还是不接受...
你们...说我变了...但其实你们有没有发现你们也在变...因为你们变了才会觉得我变...
再来...我们要一起度过三年的大学生活叻..所以我不是应该要让你们知道真实的我吗？

继续...
我守着的友谊...好像渐渐消失了...
或许是因为我是你们生命里的过客吧...所以你们都不理会我...
为什么你们都可以不跟我联络...
我一直在尝试跟你们保持联络...
但你们已经不再理会我了...这是我的心痛...
我们曾经是朋友...一起上课...一起玩...一起疯...
如果你们真的不想理我了...请告诉我...让我不要再自作多情了...
‘如果不是真心就不要勉强...来了以后还一副被人逼来的感觉...’
我宁愿一个人过生日...也不要你们来帮我庆祝了以后又匆匆忙忙走掉...

千万...

2010-05-28T08:06:00.000-07:00

千万不要说伤害了就是伤害...
如果你自己不先将事情看开,
那他人做的再多的补偿,
你还是感觉不到的...

回来了！！！

2010-05-13T05:27:00.000-07:00

终于回来了！！
太好了... 很开心！！！

先讲讲最近的事吧=）
~ ~ ~最近我的身份换了啦...
我不再是foundation生了....!
我现在是DEGREE生了！！！
哈哈哈！！！
当初还一直怕的要死...
怕没有办法升上degree...
不过现在也终于....^^
开心归开心....
高兴归高兴...
但degree真的不容易念...
但是有些科目变得很有趣...
我都很有兴趣=)
所以.... 何嘉雯！！！加油噢!!!! 你一定可以的！！！

接着是我的英文考试也这终于考完了！！！
之前还一直很怕...
但到最后一切都顺利通过...^^
不过成绩还没出...心还是怕怕的....
AZA　AZA FIGHTING!!!!!

然后　就是我妈妈.....
我妈妈最近去上烹饪班.....
*是做蛋糕的....
好好吃哦！！！^0^.....haha....hehe....yam yam yam....

还有....　还有...　就是...
你们....!!!!!
对！就是你们!!!!
也是让我高兴得理由之一......^^

'美好的回忆　依然美好　虽然美好回忆里的人事物　可能已经不在了　但在我们心里　它永远是美好的'

Why? 为什么？

2010-04-25T01:47:00.000-07:00

问题...
女孩子渴望爱情，错了吗？
从小，妈妈打从我们会看书的年纪时,
她就开始买一些童话故事给我们....
然后，晚上睡觉前，她就念给我们听...

也就因为这样，
公主遇到王子，过着幸福快乐的日子.....happly ever after...
一直是女孩子最想要的...
女孩们，一直都在盼望着心里的王子可以出现...
这样的憧憬错了吗？

我问过很多人,
她们都说：
有这样的憧憬并没有错，
不过，只是现在的社会中，
公主与王子的故事已经不存在了...
已经没有happy ever after 了...
为什么？
是因为现在的人已经不再需要爱情了吗？
还是什么？

唉....烦啊！！！

...

2010-04-15T00:35:00.001-07:00

我今天哭了…

很不服！但我能改变什么呢？

没有！不能！什么都不能！！！！

我以为你真的变了…

但看起来是我错了！！！

我错了…

从今以后，我什么都不会再说了…

不会了！！！

我真的很伤心！！！

也很心痛！

眼泪没有办法停下来…

因为心真的很痛…

我的世界开始在消失了….

我找不回来…

这里很黑…我好怕！

…………………………=(

我不想再哭着带着笑的面具了…

我好累…

就算我再笑的多开心…

那已不是我的真心了…

u know?

2010-03-24T08:32:00.001-07:00

可爱？它已从我的字典里消失很久了...

我已经不晓得什么是可爱了...

因为与其做个可爱的人不如做个坚韧的人吧！

因为可爱不能当饭吃，但坚韧可以...

只要继续坚强，那我会得到我想要的...

是可爱给不了的...!!!

那一年幸福的时光

2010-03-11T07:34:00.000-08:00

那一年是我最幸福的时光...
它让我长大...
让我开心...
让我疯过...
让我失望...
让我伤心...
让我心痛...
让我时时想起..
让我时时牵挂...
让我想起会哭...
让我跌倒至深谷...
让我痛得不想爬起来...
让我希望一辈子都不要想起的..
但它让我幸福了...
因为如果那些是没有发生,
我想我永远都不会长大...
永远都是那么的不懂事...
现在的我，
可能在大家的眼里还是没有变...
但我很清楚我变了...

继续...

2010-02-25T21:35:00.000-08:00

那天吃团圆饭的时候,
我看到我的奶奶...
她也在我家吃...

也就在那天，
我第一次将我奶奶看清楚...
她真的老了很多...
和当年，
重男轻女的她...真的非常不一样了...
也是因为这样，
我妈和她从来都不合....

现在的她，
没有了当年的骂人气势...
现在的她，
变得像小孩一样，
只要有人说她，她就放声大哭...
可悲吧....
现在的她，
只是一位只要孩子陪在身边的老人....
很可悲吧....

然而，我还是没有办法接受她...
但是我会尽力....

老人的心酸

2010-02-15T02:55:00.000-08:00

这是我在除夕夜....
团圆饭时看到的...
(下次继续说)

Coming....coming....coming....

2010-02-10T20:28:00.000-08:00

Chinese New year is coming!!!!
Coming le!!!
at here i wan to say,
'HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR'
hehe....

my house o~
full of the chinese new year environment....^^
nice, cool, fun, happy....

other than that,
shopping also full of chinese new year environment....

财神爷

i have met...

2010-02-05T23:10:00.000-08:00

Arrrrr!!!!
i had met many my primary school fren!!!!
their have change a lot ....
but i still the same...
same no brain...
same stupid...

their all really different that before...
last we usually talk in chinese...
but now ....
they all talk ENGLISH!!!!
and only me...the one...
who still talking chinese...
they all become handsome and beautiful....

think back the primary school things...
i had find out tat...
tat time i was very super childish...
may be until now i still the same....
nothing can prove tat i have become mature...
dun know y...
tis week i very de down...

and i have sick...=(

i already...

2010-02-01T07:49:00.000-08:00

i have cut my hair la!!!!!
really OMG la!!!
short man...
really really menyesal la...

1st,
lets talk the most 'yu' thing that happen on me...
last friday i 'bei' lift 'jia' dao...
actually tis was nothing to me...
but when i wan to come out...
i saw my botol kenal 'jia' between the lift...
and all the water pour on the floor...
and i was like wan to say omg in my heard de..
but dun know y...
i have say out...
and very loud...
then the whole lift ppl laugh at me....
hai~ 'yu' man...

2nd,
i have cut my hair la!!!!
very short...
i have all most one half year didn't cut my hair liao...
today after cut...
i really menyesal...cos very ugly la...
hai~stupid man...

3rd,
过去的就让它过去吧!!!
我希望我不要再记得了...
而且我的脑袋也放不下了....
所以，我希望我能快点，快速的忘记....
毕竟我还是没有办法接收和放下....

times up...
sleep time..
night everyone^^

today~

2010-01-29T07:19:00.000-08:00

今天不知道为什么....
脑袋一直乱乱的...
好像是应该要好好整理脑袋的时候了...

最近，你不断的出现在我面前...
弄得我快疯了!!
拜托，请你不要再出现了...!!!!

人真烦!!!!

i~

2010-01-27T18:14:00.000-08:00

不知道是从什么时候开始....
我变成一个哭点很低的人...
只要遇到一些我曾经遇过的事情，
我就会很想哭...
像是那天：
我遇到一个很像你的人，
莫名其妙的就鼻子开始酸酸的...

finally~

2010-01-26T05:38:00.000-08:00

finally i have create my own blog^^
actually i had try many many many many many time....
but now oni can create dao....

today was a tired day!!!
my class until 8pm...
and i just bath and ate my dinner....

tmr also a tired day...
my class tmr until 8.30pm!!!!
8.30pm!!!
morning 9.30am till 8.30pm!!!!
tis sem really is a super very de tired sem....