sad sad news=(

early in the morning,
when i opened my facebook,
i saw i m been tagged by yan yan.
click in and see...
only i KNOW she gonna left all of us
and when to penang to continue her study,
SAD!!!
sad, dun know wat to do!
a letter to you, yan yan.

ong tian yan,
hi, why you going without telling all of us?
why?
is that i not really close to you,
so i din realize?
i think yes.
from we met, we don't have talk much.
i m sorry...
hope you happy in penang,
but you must rememer all of us.
love you o=)

everything~

everything had changed...
at least my heart is not...
we can't go back..
haha...^^
cos we had growth up...

today-27 of december 2010!!!
still got 5 days...
2011 is coming!!!
is that anything i haven't do this in year?
yaya...a lot...
those are things that i not dare to do...
regret for no doing?
ya...of course...
but those things i will continue to 2011...
continue my journey

1st,
school is going to start!!!
haha...good...
cos i m boring...and lazy...
hope to get back to school life...
to have a better life^^

2nd,
arrr!!!
left one month...
chinese new year is coming!!!
haizzz....why so fast?
new clothes haven't buy...
house haven't find keep yet...

3rd,
in 2011 some of my cousin going to marry le...
omg lo...
good to me...
but bad to my parents...haha^^
congraz to them o...
hehe=)
okok...the end~

think of new wish...
thinking~thinking..
no more stay...keep walking..

David Archuleta - The Other Side of Down

Nice~ nice~
can't stop listen^^
u should try!~
haha^^

finally~

finally~ finally~
my house have finished renovate!!!
ye^^
hehe...haha><

actually my house doesn't change much..
only the paint and the carpark change...
carpark became bigger...
haha....

nowadays i have stay at house almost two and a half month...
it seem boring and boring and boring to me...
hope school can open fast...
haha...
okok..now start~

1st...
ya...finally i had went out for shopping!!!
i was very very happy cos i have stay at house for so long...
and din have go out...
went shopping with my family...
go law yat...sungei wang...飞轮海88...
hope to go again...cos that day really shop not enough...
and because of my leg...i also cannot shop for long..

2nd...
my cousins at jb had came to kl...
haha..
and we tis all 'small small kids' went to watch movie...
haha...i with them watch harry potter again...haha...
it still seem nice and nice...
may be this sunday we are going to watch narnia!!!
tis really need to watch...cos 3D!!!
can't wait until tis sunday hope to watch now...
haha^^

3rd...
my dear little dog...girlgirl...
vivi blood again...
haizzz...
tis time no more see doctor...
only take medicine for her to eat only..
but doctor advice us to change her food...
hope girlgirl can recover soon...
god bless girlgirl...

4th...
我的心情一直没有好过...
一直都好烦...
可能是我把自己的感觉压抑的太过严重了...
导致我现在都快发疯了...
很想哭...但哭了...问题仍然还在...
可能是我太会钻牛角尖吧....
haizzz...真的不知道该怎么办才好...

okok...end...
p/s: from kai jia jie jie:
Note to self: Let go when you're hurting too much. Move on when things are not like before. For surely there is someone out there who will love you even more.
really meaningful^^

New mOnth~December^^

Arrrr......today!!!!
today is 1st of december!!!
wao....new month....
time begin to rush as fast as they can...
and i still stay at the same place
dun know where to move
where is my direction
and what is my new plan?

just like before,
during tis december
the time will go very fast,
and a new year will be coming in
althought today just the begin of december.
yet my holiday had gone up two month
what am i doing in tis two month...
yaya...cleaning, reading, facebook-ing
everyday doing the same things
then fren will ask: does it boring ?
no! is true...
dun ask me why...
cos i really not feel boring...
haha...
cos i also had go out with fren...
although just few day...

ok....now...time to talk back...
1st...thanks to fren dearest frens^^
who celebrate my birthday for me^^
thanks ya=)
it's really a surprise..
i din realize that u all will celebrate for me...
thanks><....
then also thanks to all who remember my birthday and who had wished me...
a very thank you...hehe..

2nd...
november2010 was a sad month to me...
and i dun wan to say anymore...
many things had happen...
i hope not to remember those things

3rd...
my house had finish renovated...
yeyeye!!!!
now left painting...
wow....i really like it...
it really look like a new house...haha...
our house colour have all change...
so frens my house door will be change to white colour o...
dun go wrong house^^ hehe...

4th...
is!!!
i have watch the HARRY POTTER and THE DEATHLY HALLOW (PART 1)
with my sis and brother...hehe....at leisure mall....
that day at the cinema...was all full...wow...
luckly we brought the tickets early...haha...
and the movie was!!!!
nice! nice!! nice!!! ^^







haha...now need to wait for the part 2^^
can't wait until next year le...
and the part 2 will be show as 3D....omg lo!!!
sure need to go watch...


5th,
now is waiting the 3D of Narnia^^
haha....tis also can't wait to watch...hehe...
haha...tis time i also watch will my sis and brother..
at mid valley...cos leisure mall no 3D...
haha...^^

ok....报告完毕!
p/s: can i say i really hate you!!!?
cos the thing u say u din do it...
i have let go...
but u?
are you also have let go??!
ok....thats all...
cos even i talk to you..you also dun wan to reply...
then just finish!!!
just there...no more!!!

i really like tis : 人唯一不变的就是变...

sorry...may be sorry not enough

I'm sorry!
really really sorry...
just hate me as long as you wan...
i sure will not say anything...
cos its really is my fault.

I'm sorry!
really really sorry...
i will just disappear as long as you don't wan to see me...
i sure will not say anything...
cos i know i cannot be forgive...

I'm sorry!
really really sorry...
just show the angry face and hate face to me as long as you wan...
i sure will not say anything...
cos i really no use...
i know even i cried also can't get the forgive from you...
but i can't stop my tears...
its just like the river...
my heart pain like u dun wan me, hate me...

sorry...
i know even many years go...
u sure will not forgive me...
i dun know wat to do...
disappear?
i hope i can't...
but i not dare to walk away...

p/s: tis month really is my crying month....
my tears drop non stop...
more and more...

梦~故事一

‘汶’老师
‘有’我回答
‘你在干嘛？’
‘哦，我在听小提琴的乐曲。’
‘那来台上表演看看吧!’
‘什么？表演？老师不行啦，我还没练习。一时间拉不出来….而且我…’
‘不要再说了，赶快上来！’
‘老师！唉，完了啦！’
‘不要担心你一定可以的！’你对着我说，还对我笑了笑说‘加油！’
‘汶！赶快下来，到台上来！’
‘哦，知道了，现在来！’
你的微笑让我有了勇气，我信心满满的走上台，拿出小提琴，架在肩膀上，用我的指尖开始谱出我刚刚听到的乐曲。
我一边在拉，一边用一只耳朵听着mp3所播放的乐曲，心里一边在祈祷我不会出糗。
我拉完了，当我睁开眼睛时，我看到你对着我笑，周围的掌声瞬间响起，我就知道我又成功了。

拉小提琴一直以来都是我的梦想之一，也不知从什么时候开始，我突然可以拉出我没有学过的曲子，而且我没有学过小提琴！奇怪吧！

记得那天我在二楼，看到练琴房里的桌上放的小提琴，心里突然有一把声音叫我进去拉拉看。于是我便走了进去，拿起小提琴，拉了起来。

心一惊！我怎么会拉出音乐来啦？！我的妈呀！见鬼了！

我赶快放下小提琴，要溜时，一传过头就看到一班人站在外面，看着房里，那个方向好像是我站的位置。我的位置？！该不会是我后面有什么东西吧？！啊！完了啦！

这时你走了进来，问我：‘你什么时候开始会拉小提琴的？很好听哦！’

‘这个问题问的好！什么时候？我怎么会知道，我没学过啦。’我答道。

‘讲大话，没学过就会拉？不要假了。’你用疑惑的眼神看着我说道。

‘是真的！我真的没有学过。随便你啦，相不相信是你家的事。’

你又看了我一下，我知道你不相信我。但我说的是事实，我真的没有学过。至于我为什么会拉得出来，我自己也很疑惑。

我掉头就走了。

继续...

如有雷同，纯粹巧合

十一月八日

迈入十一月了...
我的假期不知不觉就过了一个月了...
我也在家做了整整一个月的管家了...

~先说我们家吧...
我们家快装修好了...
但还是很多灰尘...
还是要每天打扫...

~再来...
我的书看完了...
盗墓笔记只看到一半...第五集...
其他集还没买...

~我们家的狗还多了...
尿尿已经没有血了...
但还是需要多多观察...

~朋友们大多数的都去打工了...
我还是没有去...
最近 书展来了...没得去...
我想电脑展也应该快来了...

p/s: 在乎他人所不会在乎的...
在乎他人所不能接受的...
在乎他人所不以为的...
我就是这样...
这是在钻牛角尖...
我在乎的却是大家不在乎的...

[MV]TRAX ft SeoHyun(SNSD)-Oh! My Goddess

这首歌是我现在的心情... ^^
haha...

tis song is nice><>

and seohyun徐玄很美很漂亮！！！

october had gone...now is november^^

就这样十月就过去了...
平平凡凡的...
忙东忙西的...
就这样过了...

~家里还在装修...

~先讲讲我们家的girl girl...
生病了！！！
尿尿里有血...
真的是吓到我们一家了><
然后经过医生的检查才知道原来是尿袋肿了起来...
真的可怜...
现在要吃药...
而且经过医生的讲解才知道...
我们家的girl girl不能吃鸡肉...
要吃羊肉...<<<<----太好名了吧...
haha^^
如果继续吃鸡肉...
就会皮肤敏感...
那时候就要吃素了...

~再来...
我们家客厅装修好了...^^
太好了...我好久没有在客厅坐过了...
haha><

~不知不觉的已经到了十一月了...
到现在我还在担心成绩...
但是其他的朋友却去工作了...
听到大家都有工作..
而我却呆在家...
就有点不好意思...
本来是想在leisure mall de 'Giodano'做的...
怎知道爸妈强烈的反对...
说什么就是不让我去做salesgirl...
真是奇怪！！！
所以到最后我还是留在家里当油漆工人...
还不错...haha^^

p/s: hope girl girl can get well faster...
~wish 6/11 de birthday boy--ck...happy birthday...
~~wish all november birthday girls and boys...HAPPY BIRTHDAY^^
只要有你...一切都没关系...

me and you...

我和你可以会到过去吗？
我希望我们都不要再提那件事了....
可以吗？ can?

2AM - With Or Without U

[HQ] SNSD - 훗 (Hoot) Eng Sub

SNSD new mini album come le...nice^^and 2am also nice nice

last night...

我昨晚被自己的梦哭醒！
我梦到你不理我了...
这是真的吗？

因为那件事我们疏远了吗？
我昨晚又肚子痛了...
可能是我想太多了...
到了此时此刻我的鼻子还是酸酸的...

最近的胃又不好了...
可能是老毛病又来了...
但我都有定时吃...
不过 还是痛了...

心情还是很沮丧...

喂！你...你...振作点！！！
不要觉得后悔...在你还没弄清楚之前...什么是都不要想！！！
因为这样你和他都不会受伤...

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

arr...
i wan go out arrr...
i wan shopping!!!
i wan!!
i wan ai gee..
i wan xue yee...
i wan u all...

i at home is going to 发霉了!!!
everyday schdule:
~wake up at 6.30am,fetch my sis go school
~reach home, bath...
~breakfast and newspaper also...
~renovate workers come...they start their work...
i read my book...
~sleep awhile...
~ computer time...internet...msn...facebook...blog...
12.00pm lunch time... dun know eat wat...haizz...
~ play with dog...girl girl^^...cute dao>< haha
~ watch drama...
~ read book...sis and bro come back..
~ bath...
5.15pm mum and dad come back...
5.45pm dinner time...also girl dinner time^^
~wash plate...then girl girl go walk walk...
~reach home...start to clean house...rest...
~watch tv...sambil chat with mum...
~start to feel sleepy...
-wash face...brush tooth...
~go up to my room...up to my bed...sleep!!!

oh!!! no!!!!
my one day just gone throught like tis!!!
i wan go out...
haizz...
may be tis will happen when december ba...

突然...

嗄...嗄...嗄...
吵死了...
家里的装修不知要何年何月才能好...

但我却从这‘嗄’的声中突然有了灵感...
加上我又看到自己身边的朋友都已经有了另一半...
我突然一阵说不出的感觉...

其实我渴望过...
但身边出现的都是对的人但不对的感觉...
当我看到哥,他和大嫂的感情时，
我更是觉得奇怪...
为什么我都遇不到我要的人...
虽然大家都说感情的事情是可遇不可求的...
但难道我要一辈子等那个人出现，而不直接去找吗？

而且我就算遇上了对的人，对的感觉，却不知他心...
我讨厌猜,但我又不敢说/问/试探...
haizzz...好想回到以前的我...
因为我以前一直都说...
单身好,不用给人管...
就算到了现在我还是一样,
还是不想被人管,只想被人疼...
好了...不写了...家里很乱！

p/s: 我最近在看‘盗墓笔记’！！！
认真的说：真的是....太好看了！！！
感觉自己也随着作者一起去倒斗一样...很过瘾！
但也有些怕...haha^^
而且‘盗墓笔记’有续集的...
现在在看第二本...刺激刺激..haha^^

finally...finally...

finally my final finish le~
haha...
very free le...
two months holiday come le!!!
haha><
happy happy but scare boring ans sien...
so i had brought many books lel...
haha^^
8books..i think...

tis all books mostly is advanture de...
only three is about life and love de...
haha...
from now on...
my hoidays start!!!
haha^^

~sorry aigee and xueyee...
i no purposely letak aeroplane de...
sorry...
i promise christmas eve...i sure out de..
cos that time have no any reason can let me dun go out le...
sorry!!!

~house renovating...
omg...very diry...
and i need to everyday clean...haizz...
but good...excersice...
haha^^

~yaya...happy birthday to october birthday girls and birthday boys...
mei sum and dmond^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA^^
hehe...

~and girl girl arr...
plz stop barking la...
very noisy o...
-----------------------girl is our house new family member-dog^^
haha...

p/s: november fast fast come...
i wan to watch harry potter!!!
-narnia also...^^

coming~

18/10/2010!!!!
my final!!!!
scare o...
but i have no any time to scare le...
now i just wan pass...
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!!!


and....
my holiday is coming haha^^
study study...

funny...

我想我越来越可笑了...
哈哈...

切割！切割！！！
不要再理了...
他们都一样的...
所以还是放弃？

哥 我好想你！！！
我有很多东西想说...
大嫂 不要误会哦...
haha...

vin~ vin~
i wan you too...

还有大姐ching,
i also wan you too..
i wan you to give me a big big hug...
and tell me that nothing la...dun think too much...

haizz...
come back..come back...
dun think le...
continue study and assignment...
p/s: sick sick sick...
y i always sick de?! cough...伤风...
haizzz...now one more...stomachache...
take care ya everyone...

september just go...now october le!!!

OMG!!!
OCTOBER LE!!!!
it means wat?!
it means that my final coming!!!
haizz..
so fast!!!
it seem like i just study a few week then final...
really really scare...
and for this sem i aim my result just pass...
then ok le...
scary!!!

come to october,
so mean for other things...
like, my house is 'zuan xui'...
going to have new look haha...
but very dusty...i means my house now...

then is my long long holiday is coming...
haha...
longer than those primary, secondary and high school...
haha...
no going to work le...
cos need too look after my house...
and my dog...barking...barking...to the workers...
haha....'吓到那些工人，都不敢停下来...'
haha^^

then is my new sem is also going to come...
wah...time really past so fast...
look like i just go for uni for foundation then now...
degree year1 going to sem3 le...!!!
时间还真是不留人...

ok la...
write until here la...
rush for assignment...

p/s: holiday cannot go out le><...
haizzz....help me...help me...

ThE loSt oF heArT - Windows Live

ThE loSt oF heArT - Windows Live

wah!!! sure...dun know how to say...

september going to finish le...
october are coming... good^^
but to me is bad...
cos mind term come....
assignment are going to the due date...
and and and!!!
MY final coming also!!!!
ARRRR!!!! sure die la><

conclusion: i really really super hyper de dun like short sem!!!
after final...holiday come...
two monthsss...
and i sure very boring...
going to find work...

haizz...now need to study le...
go!go!!go!!! fighting for mid term!!!
fighting for assignment!!!!
fighting for final!!!!!

p/s: 在每个人的心里深处，都藏着一道永远都无法复原的疤痕.

copy from newspaper:
以前王子与公主的故事是童话，但现在老夫老妻的故事是神话.
~meaningful^^ i like it~

我的~

我的不勇敢是我的缺点
我的不主动是我的缺点
我的怠慢是我的缺点
我的三分钟热度是我的缺点
我的什么都不说是我的缺点
我的小小自大是我的缺点
我的自卑是我的缺点
我的不聪明是我的缺点
我的浪费时间是我的缺点
我的冷嘲讽刺是我的缺点
我的吃饱就想睡是我的缺点 *虽然只是说说
我的想太多是我的缺点
我的爱幻想是我的缺点
这些都是我的缺点... *我的...
虽然是缺点...
但这就是我...
可能有些人无法接受...
但这些是我的一部分...

news in early of September~

September start le...
it bring bad news and also good news...
some make me super happy...
some make me super down...
and some make me...speechless...

1st~
bad news to some..but good news to me...
is SCHOOL OPEN!!!
is good that school open
cos is boring during holiday if no any plan
but i had went to malacca...nice trip...
is a bit boring la...hehe^^

2nd~
good news...
is after the trip to malacca our frenship more deep le...
at least we more understand each other...
p/s:hope for the next trip...

3rd~
good news...
i have pass all my subject!!!
how surpise^^..cos the business law...
result: 1A 3B!!!
continue to do the good job...FIHTING!!!

4th~
good news to some...bad news to me...
is i only having classes for two days only!!!
tuesday and thursday!!!
its make me feel like no study...
but some fren advice that..
short sem only 7week..no enough for study de..
so take 2 sbject is ngam ngam good de...
haha...
p/s:more concentrate in macro...fren help...

5th~
bad news...
i sick le...
after coming back from malacca...
i sick le...actually before going to malacca..i have feel not really well le..
but when come back...lagi teruk...
haha...
i know i will take care and rest more and drink more water...^^

ok...thats all the news for the early of september...
JIA YOU!!!! FIGHTING!!!! GAMBATEH!!!! ADD OILL...
for me and also for those who prepare exam...^^

满足~ fun~ nice~

AhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
finally i back from malacca le....^^
tis was a nice and memorable trip i never been to..
cos every sem break i only stay at home to wait my result...
but tis sem i finally had been out!!!
MALACCA...!!

Is good that i have join tis trip~
althought only three day two night... *nice

~first day
we[me jingyi ck yensam nelson and weiheng(hope i no write wrong)]
meet at jingyi sis resturant~... eat breakfast...
after that we arrive!!!
YEAH^^
ck drive car really super hyper de fast lo...140!!!!
speechless....so we arrive at 9.50 then 11.15 reach...
between that we go wrong place also...go to jasin...haha...
then reach malacca we meet jenny and wendy...
then go文化街makan~ murah than kl....haizzz...
after eat then jalan jalan...shopping shopping...


then go museum...红屋...海盗ship...


then go庙...


after we all pray...then balik le jenny aunty's house^^
bath...start to play card...


then go play with jenny aunty's dog...毛毛^^ cute~
after we all bath finish then go makan...
our dinner is noya dish... nice...:)
then go 看夜景...看海...吹海风...


waiting to go 看夜景^^

during the car...to看夜景...very excited^^
and we have take many many many pic... 300 something~ we all gila le^^


~by jia wern^^


~by ck

then back home..
they continue their card game...
i went sleep...cos too tired...
they play until 3 something only sleep...
kasihnya...next day 9am wake up by jingyi shout...haha...
~to be continue^^


p/s: 海风将我和你的故事都带走了...
但海风将我带到某人身边继续我未完的故事...
我希望我和某人的故事可以继续下去...
谢谢这位某人...^^

TAEYANG (SOL from BIGBANG) - WEDDING DRESS

does i really has let go everything?
Nowadays i really don't what my mind is thinking about
everytime i want to concentra then i sure disturb by those silly and fool things in my brain.
how can i stop it? does this happen because of i think too much?
those things have ago long time, but to me, it just like happen by just now.
i say another thing and my heart think another things...totally cannot control.
y?y?y?
is that i too miss? y every people around just seem like...
can i lost all my memory? all those memory interrupt me during i thinking something!!!

p/s: final exam coming...10 of august till 17 of august...
fighthing!!!

hAlF of JulY~

tis month many things have happen...
many all my last time memory dun know why...
suddenly appear in my head...
some memory are i almost forget de...

1/7 nelson's birthday
sorry that i din have celebrate with you...haha
16/7 ji yang'birthday and presentation day and celebrate kelly birthday day~
nervous day...although i dun have talk but i m the one who press-ing the laptop...scare i will press too slow and too fast...
but luckly everything is very smooth...
then we go mid valley for our kelly's birhtyday~ muaks...
haha...1st we go watch movie...but kok weng, who drive car, forgot to paste the road tax..so we follow him go back to his house at Ampang then only we go mid valley...
when we reach mid valley, we were late but we still go jusco to buy sushi to in the cinema to eat...haha...tasted^^...haha...then we celebrate at 'Mr. Kwan'...
there was a surpise to kelly...bactery...haha...as present...haha...
after celebrate we go shopping...at that time suddenly feel that i really long long time no shopping le...haizzzz...whose fault? degree fault...haha...
we almost 7 only reach school...cos taffic jam...

here again to wish those in July birthday de boy boy and girl girl...


p/s: i was tired...你真的很像他...我看到你，就好像看到他一样...心会痛...

Tmr EXAM!!!

tmr is business statistics exam!!!
look like no question but i still scare...

yet our lecture din have give us tips...
and no tell us how many question will be out...
haizzz....
god pls bless me....

AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!!
p/s: i aim high...

hihi~

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我的一切... 不管你喜不喜欢！！！！！

今天是星期一...
现在是早上8.15...
现在外面的天空是灰灰的....
我的心情也一样...灰灰的...
看着天空 我的眼泪慢慢的滑过我的脸颊...
掉在我的手心...
此时的眼泪 是冷冷的...
为什么？

因为无奈...
无奈...唉...
全新的一个星期，我竟然有无奈来形容...
可想我现在的心情应该很低落吧...
其实不是...
我会用无奈来形容我的心情是因为。。。
人生有太多的无奈是没有办法用来说的...

就像是：
无奈的感情...
无奈的朋友...
无奈的时间表...
以及其他的...

无奈的感情~
过去的感情 我已让它埋在过去了...
但是想起还是会觉得无奈...
因为在它还只是种子时...就被宣判死刑了...
是一颗不会开花结果的种子...
所以...这算是老天爷跟我开的玩笑...
唉...这就是人生...
。。。。。
再来...
出现在我梦里的模糊男..
我也已经知道他是谁了...
看到他那一刻 我真的很怀疑... *我还被惊醒...
真的是他吗？！
而当事人也已经知道了...
我和他并没有多大的改变..
就只是从不是很熟...变得像朋友...
不明白我说什么是吧...
其实就是说我们从不讲话的朋友变得有讲话了...
至少我们都没有觉得不好意思..

！！！！
最近我发现了一件事...
我的A朋友喜欢了我的B朋友...
而我也感觉B其实也好像喜欢A哦...
但他们两个好像都不太懂对方的心情...
而且他们也好像因为某些事情的原因...
不敢说出对对方的感觉...
******两位朋友啊！！幸福难求....所以如果真的喜欢就说出来！！！*******
希望全天下的情人...有情人终成眷属....^^

好！说完了感情...说朋友...
有时我们的身边多多少少一定会有几个朋友让我们觉得很无奈 生气...
就好象我一样...
他/她 总希望大家以他/她为中心...
什么事情都必须是由他/她决定..
如果不然他/她肯定翻脸！！
人家说的事一定不成立...但要他/她说了才算成立...
真是****晕啊！！！！****
#你凭什么管我啊！！！我爱做什么是我的事...我多话讲也是我的事！！！S***
*请原谅我！！！我知道不该讲那个字...但我真的太生气了...

放松...放松...呼...呼...
接着是我的上课时间表！！！
这是大家都会遇到的...
我的时间表...真的有够让我无奈的...
我星期一没课！！！万岁！！！
但星期二！！ 竟然只有一堂课！！！而且时间的11am-12.30pm...有够无奈的吧...=_=***
星期三一整天的课...满满的...早上八点到五点...《《《累》》》中间有休息...
星期四和星期二是一样的！！！
星期五也是一堂课...但时间的3.30-6.30pm...！！！
我并没有想投诉哦！！！不要误会...

好...结束以上的无奈...
我要把我的心里话说出来...不管你们接受还是不接受...
你们...说我变了...但其实你们有没有发现你们也在变...因为你们变了 才会觉得我变...
再来...我们要一起度过三年的大学生活叻..所以我不是应该要让你们知道真实的我吗？

继续...
我守着的友谊...好像渐渐消失了...
或许是因为我是你们生命里的过客吧...所以你们都不理会我...
为什么你们都可以不跟我联络...
我一直在尝试跟你们保持联络...
但你们已经不再理会我了...这是我的心痛...
我们曾经是朋友...一起上课...一起玩...一起疯...
如果你们真的不想理我了...请告诉我...让我不要再自作多情了...
‘如果不是真心 就不要勉强...来了以后还一副被人逼来的感觉...’
我宁愿一个人过生日...也不要你们来帮我庆祝了以后又匆匆忙忙走掉...

千万...

千万不要说伤害了就是伤害...
如果你自己不先将事情看开,
那他人做的再多的补偿,
你还是感觉不到的...

回来了！！！

终于回来了！！
太好了... 很开心！！！

先讲讲最近的事吧=）
~ ~ ~最近 我的身份换了啦...
我不再是foundation生了....!
我现在是DEGREE生了！！！
哈哈哈！！！
当初还一直怕的要死...
怕没有办法升上degree...
不过 现在也终于....^^
开心归开心....
高兴归高兴...
但degree真的不容易念...
但是有些科目变得很有趣...
我都很有兴趣=)
所以.... 何嘉雯！！！加油噢!!!! 你一定可以的！！！

接着是我的英文考试也这终于考完了！！！
之前还一直很怕...
但到最后 一切都顺利通过...^^
不过 成绩还没出...心还是怕怕的....
AZA　AZA FIGHTING!!!!!

然后　就是我妈妈.....
我妈妈最近去上烹饪班.....
*是做蛋糕的....
好好吃哦！！！^0^.....haha....hehe....yam yam yam....

还有....　还有...　就是...
你们....!!!!!
对！就是你们!!!!
也是让我高兴得理由之一......^^

'美好的回忆　依然美好　虽然美好回忆里的人事物　可能已经不在了　但在我们心里　它永远是美好的'

Why? 为什么？

问题...
女孩子渴望爱情，错了吗？
从小，妈妈打从我们会看书的年纪时,
她就开始买一些童话故事给我们....
然后，晚上睡觉前，她就念给我们听...

也就因为这样，
公主遇到王子，过着幸福快乐的日子.....happly ever after...
一直是女孩子最想要的...
女孩们，一直都在盼望着心里的王子可以出现...
这样的憧憬错了吗？

我问过很多人,
她们都说：
有这样的憧憬并没有错，
不过，只是现在的社会中，
公主与王子的故事已经不存在了...
已经没有happy ever after 了...
为什么？
是因为现在的人已经不再需要爱情了吗？
还是什么？

唉....烦啊！！！

...

我今天哭了…


很不服！但我能改变什么呢？

没有！不能！什么都不能！！！！

我以为你真的变了…

但看起来是我错了！！！

我错了…

从今以后，我什么都不会再说了…

不会了！！！

我真的很伤心！！！

也很心痛！

眼泪没有办法停下来…

因为心真的很痛…

我的世界开始在消失了….

我找不回来…

这里很黑…我好怕！

…………………………=(

我不想再哭着带着笑的面具了…

我好累…

就算我再笑的多开心…

那已不是我的真心了…

u know?

可爱？它已从我的字典里消失很久了...


我已经不晓得什么是可爱了...

因为与其做个可爱的人不如做个坚韧的人吧！

因为可爱不能当饭吃，但坚韧可以...

只要继续坚强，那我会得到我想要的...

是可爱给不了的...!!!

那一年幸福的时光

那一年是我最幸福的时光...
它让我长大...
让我开心...
让我疯过...
让我失望...
让我伤心...
让我心痛...
让我时时想起..
让我时时牵挂...
让我想起会哭...
让我跌倒至深谷...
让我痛得不想爬起来...
让我希望一辈子都不要想起的..
但它让我幸福了...
因为如果那些是没有发生,
我想我永远都不会长大...
永远都是那么的不懂事...
现在的我，
可能在大家的眼里还是没有变...
但我很清楚我变了...

继续...

那天吃团圆饭的时候,
我看到我的奶奶...
她也在我家吃...

也就在那天，
我第一次将我奶奶看清楚...
她真的老了很多...
和当年，
重男轻女的她...真的非常不一样了...
也是因为这样，
我妈和她从来都不合....

现在的她，
没有了当年的骂人气势...
现在的她，
变得像小孩一样，
只要有人说她，她就放声大哭...
可悲吧....
现在的她，
只是一位只要孩子陪在身边的老人....
很可悲吧....

然而，我还是没有办法接受她...
但是我会尽力....

老人的心酸

这是我在除夕夜....
团圆饭时看到的...
  (下次继续说)

Coming....coming....coming....

Chinese New year is coming!!!!
Coming le!!!
at here i wan to say,
'HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR'
hehe....

my house o~
full of the chinese new year environment....^^
nice, cool, fun, happy....

other than that,
shopping also full of chinese new year environment....

财神爷

i have met...

Arrrrr!!!!
i had met many my primary school fren!!!!
their have change a lot ....
but i still the same...
same no brain...
same stupid...


their all really different that before...
last we usually talk in chinese...
but now ....
they all talk ENGLISH!!!!
and only me...the one...
who still talking chinese...
they all become handsome and beautiful....


think back the primary school things...
i had find out tat...
tat time i was very super childish...
may be until now i still the same....
nothing can prove tat i have become mature...
dun know y...
tis week i very de down...

and i have sick...=(

i already...

i have cut my hair la!!!!!
really OMG la!!!
short man...
really really menyesal la...

1st,
lets talk the most 'yu' thing that happen on me...
last friday i 'bei' lift 'jia' dao...
actually tis was nothing to me...
but when i wan to come out...
i saw my botol kenal 'jia' between the lift...
and all the water pour on the floor...
and i was like wan to say omg in my heard de..
but dun know y...
i have say out...
and very loud...
then the whole lift ppl laugh at me....
hai~ 'yu' man...

2nd,
i have cut my hair la!!!!
very short...
i have all most one half year didn't cut my hair liao...
today after cut...
i really menyesal...cos very ugly la...
hai~stupid man...

3rd,
过去的就让它过去吧!!!
我希望我不要再记得了...
而且我的脑袋也放不下了....
 所以，我希望我能快点，快速的忘记....
毕竟我还是没有办法接收和放下....

times up...
sleep time..
night everyone^^

today~

今天不知道为什么....
脑袋一直乱乱的...
好像是应该要好好整理脑袋的时候了...

最近，你不断的出现在我面前...
弄得我快疯了!!
拜托，请你不要再出现了...!!!!

人真烦!!!!

i~

不知道是从什么时候开始....
我变成一个哭点很低的人...
只要遇到一些我曾经遇过的事情，
我就会很想哭...
像是那天：
我遇到一个很像你的人，
莫名其妙的就鼻子开始酸酸的...

finally~

finally i have create my own blog^^
actually i had try many many many many many time....
but now oni can create dao....

today was a tired day!!!
my class until 8pm...
and i just bath and ate my dinner....

tmr also a tired day...
my class tmr until 8.30pm!!!!
8.30pm!!!
morning 9.30am till 8.30pm!!!!
tis sem really is a super very de tired sem....