我的2011！！and Merry Christmas^^

来到2011的最后一个星期了^^
有点不舍得2011的我。
今年的我
很不一样
我突破了很多的自己！
一，领悟了自己!
二，义跑了12km!                      (可能对他人来说 这很正常)
三，成功等到三年才回来一次的Logos Hope!
四，我有了自己的梦想！
五，参加了朋友所介绍的Amazing Race!
六，我更懂的我父母在想什么了！
七，我终于体验到工作的感觉了！

这就是我的七项突破！            
可能对其他人来说 这根本不什么嘛...
但这对我来说
却是在证明我在成长和向前走的过程！

一，
我一直都问朋友我是怎么样的人
我想做回最原本的自己
其实我是想去逃避我不想面对的事
我懦弱 胆怯
这是我最大的缺点！
其实根本就没有所谓真正的自己
因为我们会在不同身份上拥有不一样的自己
比如：
我是我好朋友的朋友
那这个我就是要以陪伴 协助 安慰 鼓励的身份 陪在我朋友的身边
真正的做自己
是无论你在什么身份
你都能做的好
(出自于 陶子姐的 我爱我故在)
在新的一年
我也要学会
无论任何事我都能乐观去面对
我也不要再口是心非，诚实的面对自己！

二，
这个义跑
真的有够累！12km!!!
我和我妹妹
我们俩跑的快虚脱 差点要变的疯癫！
haha^^
因为它一路上只有两站给水喝而已！
还有我们俩个因为不习惯那么长时间的跑
所以也快哭了！
因为跑回来时
一洗完澡 填饱肚子后
我们就是一直睡
不断的睡
在那里都能睡！
真的有够力的！haha^^
我全身的骨头像是被拆开 然后又被重新组装会去一样！
酸痛的不得了！
从屁股痛到脚板  然后再从脚板痛到头顶！
现在想起还是觉得有点酸痛！><
不过是一个不错的体验！

三和四，
Logos Hope!!
这艘流动图书馆在三年前会来时
我就想去了
但是由于那时要考SPM
所以没有机会去！
这次她会来了！
我当然非去不可！
我和家人去的当天是下大雨的
原以为是有的挡雨
但是在海上的雨和风都太欢迎我们了
结果我们都被淋湿了！
真是冷！！
不过我们还是成功进到邮船里！
真的很兴奋 很开心
在船上我看到来自不同国家的义工
这就是我兴奋的理由！
因为这就是我的梦想！
我想到Logos Hope 当义工
但世界不同的地方去帮助不同的人！
真的很有意义！！
虽然我不知道我何时才能完成我的梦想
但我知道 只要我一天有梦想
那我是就是幸福的 快乐的 有动力的！^^

五，
我的一位基督教的朋友介绍我们去参加的^^         谢谢！haha...
这也是一个很不错 考脑力体力的体验！
我真的很开心我有参加！
虽然我们四个和其他人是不同宗教的
但我们还是可以互相帮忙！互相鼓励！一起向前！
我们还认识了几位人很好的朋友
虽然是不同宗教
但我们还是互相尊重！
谢谢！
最难忘的还是要从云顶神庙附近爬上云顶！
haha...第一次在云顶还会流汗！
一早就又累又臭...haha...^^
好玩但还在考虑明年要不要再去
因为真的很累！

六，
父母在想什么？
他们想的其实真的真的很简单
就是希望我们一切都好
当你会懂得站在父母亲的立场去想时
你就不会和他们有那么多的冲突了
就因为他们曾经是过来人
所以他们不希望哦我们会重蹈覆辙!
但是我们总会固执的说：
我也是需要跌到了 才会明白！
其实有些事情不一定要亲身经历 才会明白
当周围已经有例子给你看了
你还要去试？
那 这就不要勇于尝试 而是失败活该！
谢谢我父母在我最最失落时
依然不放弃我 扶我一把！

七，
其实一开始工作时，
我真的很怕
怕没有人跟我讲话，没人理我。
但是只要你先开始跟他人亲近
那你一定不会孤单^^
刚开始工作时，觉得两个月很长
但现在要离开了
我却开始不舍得，开始会想念大家  
好的坏的，这都是工作会遇到的。
谢谢啦，我亲爱的同事们^^

好了，就写到这里了！
希望在2012念一切都会顺顺利利
我的家人朋友能平平安安，健健康康！
and Merry Christmas to everyone!
p/s: i will not go back anyone...
the present that you give me...enough for me to remember for my whole life...
haha...get rejected...hahahahahahahahahaha...so how?
没心没肺的哭  然后再在大家面前没心没肺的笑...
may be i should not think too much...
we just fren...

wah! wah~! wah!!

wah!!^^
Merry Christmas is coming!
haha...the Christmas songs are around my ears^^
haha....although this year no celebrate...
but the feel of merry Christmas is still there~
in this november and december i had went to the internship
i learn many things and i also got went to the amazing race event!!
very happy, tired and two things are also good experience to me

okok~start!!^^...go-->

1st,
school is going to open..
timetable is set up...
but those notes haven't upload by our lecturer...><
i dun wan the first day listen classes without notes!
this time i need to put more effort than before...
my third year of degree is going to come..
next sem is my year 2 last sem..
need to be more serious...
but some uni life and experience i haven't gone through yet...
hope i can get into it...
no matter is in fren problem, love, club and other...
hope i can experience more...
and get more closer to each other...
 
2nd,
next sem,
some frens going to continue their degree study!!^^
so good~ so scare that they will go...
but wendy can come back too...
together we have our uni life again~
能相见 能做朋友就是一种缘分!

3rd,
我会坚持的
坚持了一年，我会慢慢来
用我的脚步去配合你的脚步
希望你也能赶得上我...
然后我们一起走^^

stop here...time for bed~.
night^^!

suddenly~

Suddenly  every things have change^^
become more good and more better...
why like this?
my mum say:
 因为你不再执着了 任何事情都要看开
当你的心变的宽容了
你就会容易接受任何事^^
yaya...sometime something you need to go through yourself then you will know...
not to hold to tight..cos at last you will get hurt..
every problem just face it..
trust yourself!! you sure can do it!!
thanks that god didn't give up on me^^
谢谢您！老天爷！^^

okay~ start--->

1st,
finally i can attend the amazing race^^
yeah!!
another chance we can get close to each other, friends ^^
haha....lets enjoy it~
although feel like a bit scary...haha...FIGHTING!!

2nd,
my result had came out just today afternoon...
haha...is good that i pass all subject^^
thanks again to god^^
谢谢老天爷的眷顾～

3rd,
timetable out...
this time i have choose
1. Taxation 1
2. Company law
3. Auditing 2
4. FRS
5. Capital financing and investment
but i still dun know how to choose my timetable...
this time may be i will stay at school to study during the break...
fighting for my year 2 sem 3!!!

-----------> okay~stop here!

p/s: i slow down my paw to wait you...
but i sure will walk the road i should^^

i should not!

我真的不该那么执着，执着于以前的记忆！
我一直记着过去
以为你们也一样
但却忘了
时间也在走...
所以你们也选择向前走..

在这里
我决定放弃过去
走向属于我的未来
就算在这现实的世界里，实现梦想是种奢侈
就算未来有未知数的砠碍，我都不会在停...
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1st,
i can't go..
i can't go for the event...
not only my mum dun give...
all people also dun give...
they try to convince me...
so that i will give up...

2nd,
I will leave it.
Just let it be.

回忆！

回忆真的很可怕！
我将那段回忆藏的不想让人知道
故意不去提！不断逃避！
因为我不想让我家人担心！
但没想到 我越不提 当遇到熟悉的事件时
我伤得越痛！

我把那段回忆埋的很深很深！
但当不小心触碰到时
所有的事都在一瞬间回忆起来！

我工作的地方
大多数的同事都是那里的学生！
当他们聊回以前大学的时光时
我的脑海也在回忆着！
而且脑袋也会痛的不得了！
我的脑袋似乎也好像在抗议着不想回忆！
最近的心情是沮丧的可怕！
我好想跳进水里
让脑袋浸在水里
不用想那么多！
                                                                        *那似乎我越逃 我要面对的就越可怕！


我一定可以勇敢面对的！
加油！

okok.....---->start!!

1st,
work is really not fun and need to think properly before you say and do!
i need and should and will be aware!
i will just do my work...!

2nd,
my sis going to has her SPM!!
my whole family also feel very stress although she is the one who exam!!
but we is the one who are worried!
i hope and wish she can go through and take good result!
and can reach her dreams!

okok....stop!^^
today is rainy day...
my dog..feel happy..cos no need to bath..haha>"<

is that real?

哈哈！！
原来我不是喜欢你！
某人为我做了心理分析
帮我把整件事变的明朗
                            原来我还是爱我心中的那个...
他说：你可以喜欢很多人 但你能爱的只是一个^^
放下心中大石^^
_________________________________________________________________________________

那天你给我的感觉 是我的错觉 还是是真的？
我觉得我们好像有靠近一些了
而且你变得比较主动一些了。。。
哈哈...
其实我真的很想问
好几次我有冲动想直接告诉你算了
但是一拿起手机 我有胆怯了
我想我有一天一定有勇气去问你的。。。

okok~start--->

1st,
Saturday was Ck birthday..
wonderful night...
i met some new frens...
and also learn magic!!
haha...very fun^^
thanks to invite us to your birthday party ya^^
Happy Birthday again to you~

2nd,
today is public holiday^^
yea~haha...
yesterday near my house here has come a small little dog...
cute~
haha...but can't adopt..cos my house already has one cute dog...
but i neighbor feel like to adopt..
good..then the small dog has a new home...

---> okay...stop here~

p/s: at here i can say : I love you, as loud as i can...
but when face you i not dare to say...
~tmr start work...
FIGHTING!!!

how come? why?

why?
i tell myself i will not...
but today the feel come out!
OMG!!! why?
i think i just take him as a big brother but..
DAMN!! pls let me be rude this time!
now i only can say is...
the most can't control is feeling...especially is love....!
and only i find out he got girlfren...
DAMN!!! pls let me be rude this time again!
i need to control myself...not to be so close...
fren! fren! fren! fren!
JUST FREN!!
i should be careful!
you la!! 
you have girl fren still come disturb me!
haizzz....go die !!!!


ok..stop!!
i need to use this few days to come out from the trap!
one more! DAMN!!! sure last...i promise!


1st,
is happy that i have a wonderful nice and good working place^^
they treat me good! nice!
haha^^
thanks...dear staff fren^^


2nd,
someone birthday party tmr^^
haha...wear beautiful...lets go party!!!
haha....yeah~


ok...stop here~
I can do it!

Timetable for me

today Start!
17/10 ~> study for whole day for the up coming final exam in this Friday
18/10 ~> same!
19/10 ~> same!   * MV coming out^^
20/10 ~> same! last to go....!
21/10 ~> 10am- 1st exam=IB   2.30pm-2nd exam=Auditing 1----> finish exam!!
22/10 ~> go to Port Klang!! for the Logos Hope^^    wait for me!
23/10 ~> happy Sunday...may be outing...may be rest for whole day...prepare for the next day working day!
24/10 ~> Start to work!! 1st day...wake up at 6am then go work from 8.30am till 5.30pm
26/10 ~> Happy Deepavali ! <---public holiday...will this be a holiday for me?
27/10 ~> continue to work!
1/11 ~> wah!! November ^^ going to prepare!! many people going to birthday^^
10/11 ~> 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》在马来西亚正式上映！！
11/11 ~> planning when to watch @@ wondering...who should i ask?
14/11 ~> continue to work...
               * may have some change..
1/12 ~> wow!! December!! also need to prepare too^^
24/12 ~> Christmas eve^^
25/12 ~> Happy Merry Christmas!!!
         * decide whether to work or stop for prepare the uni start!!
31/12 ~> the last day of 2011!! same hope same wish but difference view^^

to write out the timetable just only use less than 20 minutes
but to do it...it use many times and days
we should appreciate what we have and the time we have...
let it be memorable~

p/s: i really can't understand what it try to tell me==

October= plan+ feeling+work

Now is October!!
wah~ time really gone very fast...
feel like I just finish my second sem then my third sem is going to finish!!><
during primary school time,
i always hope that the time can go as fast as it can...so that i can fast growth up...
but when i have growth up...
i find out...the time gone too fast...look like 24 hours per day is not enough to me...
i think even 48 hours also not enough..
but god said: 24 hours for everyone is fair...is depend on how you manage your 24 hours equally..
yaya...I truly agree.. so i plan to sleep for little time and do as much things as i can...
but I tak boleh tahan...really tired...everyday only sleep for 5 hours...haha....I normally sleep for 7 hours^^
paiseh paiseh**...hehe..

now my final is coming...
21 of October two subject exam in one day...10am and 2.30 pm  ><
although is hard...but i must do it!!
and i m sure i can too!!
after finish my exam then i need to go work...24!!
why!!! why i need to do early then other people?!
this i should ask my mum!! cos the workplace is her fren...
my boss ask me go work early!!
god!! where is my holiday!!
i just finish my exam!!haizzz....
fren...please come visit me during lunch!!

ok----->start~

1st,
left only one week to my final...
IB need to study whole book...yet the lecture dun give any tips...
just a scope also cannot! pls~pls~pls~tips~
auditing...dear lecture please give us some tips...i know you very good de...^^
I can do it!!
fighting!!!


2nd,
my exam finish at 21 of October (Friday) then 24 of October (Monday) work!!
haizzzz><
mum you want to be good ppl..then ask ur daughter no need to rest!!
where is my holiday??!!

3rd,
I really like to know how you feel about me
frenship?
or really is me who think too much?
i think may be change a place i can think differently...
workplace is good to me...to think what is all of this about
change a place change a mood...

okok...stop<-----

i wish you is beside me...
p/s: i will plan my things properly...
miss you all^^

short sem 2011

Now! now! now~
this short sem!!
wah...again 7week of study...
feel stress and scare i can't get it...
no time to stop...all i can do is to move on...
study...study...understand...understand...
and also assignment too...
now is week 3(actually is week ...cos we late uni open)
week 3!!! left 4week to go><
week 5 will be the mid term...
week 6 will be the due date of to submit assignment...
this sem...same...i m taking two subject...
one year 2 subject and one year3 subject
1. auditing 1= all about audit and auditor...what do they do...planning..step...report...
2. international business= theory...still need understanding to me...cos if not understand i totally can't study...
two also need textbook><.....no money!
cos our mid term will be open book and during lecture
lecturer are using the textbook to teach too...
but open book in mid term <------ is that enough time to flip the textbook?
haha...i also dun know...a nice and rushing time try...

ok....start--->

1st,
next i m going to take 6 subject!!!
why? cos i need to take finish my year 2 subject...and next sem is my year 2 last sem...
1. management ethic- a bit like moral...theory...
2. FRS- accouting statement...
3. taxation1- about tax..may be theory...
4. company law- law!! haha...i like it^^...
5. capital finance and investing- i think is theory too...
6. management account 2- wish i meet a good lecture...i dun wan to meet the lecture that i dun know what    he/ she say...hope Mr karnal can continue to teach MA2...dun change...

2nd,
Sunday, was my cousin wedding!!
haha...congraz to two of them...
白头到老
百年好合
永浴爱河
早生贵子
子孙满堂
一辈子幸福^^
that night of course was their wedding dinner...is so so sweet=)
haha...and of course those food nice too...
many cousin come...those cousin at muar,johor also came...
that night was sweet, happiness, fun, nice, high and yummy for those food^^
still got the second time next year after chinese new year...
now wedding is brother...next year is younger brother...
haha....again all the cousin can gather^^

3rd,
this week is very important to whom that taking the primary school UPSR test!!
wah...junior~fighting!!!
jia you!!
after this big test!! holiday is coming...although still got class...
but at least can let go the stress^^

4th,
is going to rain outside...
the sky is black...
i think this will be a heavy + thunder + lightning= very heavy rain...haha...
my dog now scare again...she really scare rain...i think is hate...
oh dear...pity...

okok...stop..^^
going to think what should i eat for my lunch...
p/s:  要做任何事和说任何话之前  凡事要想清楚...不要牛头不对马嘴!!
nowadays i use a way to reduce my stress= walk bazaar and eat and exercise...healthy^^

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曾经我为你哭的死去活来

但你却浑然不知

那时的眼泪是停不住的

梦dream~

“你载我回家时，

刚好看到有人在搬东西

我便叫你把车停在一边

然后我下车帮他们搬

你看到了，也下车帮忙我

当我们帮忙搬上咯哩

我突然被东西绊到 往后倒时

你扶起我，拢着我的腰 然后牵着我^^

然后对方向我们说谢谢后

但你还牵着我的手

我们便去散步

散步时 你从后面抱着我

告诉我 你会一直这样牵着我

直到我们都变成老公公老婆婆”

然后我就醒了

虽然只是一场梦

但却是很多女孩们的梦想

谁有会我的‘你’呢？

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haha...sweet...after i wake up

i hope i can sleep back again

so that i can continue the dream^^

haha....ok...start-->

1st,

now my house is full of children==

very scare them...

suddenly went in my room!

feel a bit uncomfortable

but is still ok...

now i know the feeling le....

2nd,

result haven't come out yet

wah...scare lo!!

everyday watch up for the result..

my heart beat till very fast

as fast as i first time go dating...haha><

3rd,

last week of holiday...

next week will be back to uni life^^ <----good!

but it will be lessees time for us to look for it other...

take care ya~my dear fren^^

okok....stop here...

going to take a bath and rest

and read novel then sleep...

good night~dear people^^

p/s: 我会小心处理 冷静对待

想

我想我该放下了

你一直无动于衷

我累了

不想感觉被牵动

所以我会放下的

要开学了

该结束了

我要收拾心情和感觉

把所有的心思放在学业

回复到最初

当一个就算没有你

我也可以做自己的我

开心快乐的我

一个像似没有烦恼的我

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ok....stop....

next week all no school...all holiday!!^^

haha...my dad look like have many plan...haha...

good!

arrr....worried!worried!

i think result will be out the latest by next week...

scary><

hope all can pass!!!

'dubilubilulafa dubilubilulafa dubilubilu dubilubilu~ '

nice song!!^^ love~

感觉是冲动的

我要学会如何冷静处理！...

ok...end~

p/s: after next week...uni open...school life will be back~

改变中...

刚刚看回去前几年的照片

发现自己真的变了好多

样子虽然变了

但我想变最多的是：想法

以前只要遇到挫折的事 失败的事 或是不想面对的事

我的脑袋就不选择性的去逃避 不去面对

但慢慢的 我才知道

只有在面对之后 我才能得到解脱

因为过去已是事实 无法改变 我们只能在未来做补救

一直停留在过去 我们还是无法改变已发生的事

与其去后悔自己的所作所为

不如把它当成经验 做为往后做决定前的参考

但我想最可怕的还是爱情

因为感觉是盲目的 爱上了就很难摆脱

就像现在的我

我还记的以前我曾深爱过的人

我一直带着他的影子去找下一个爱我的人

但慢慢发现 这是不可能的 因为我现在遇到的这个人

身上一点都没有他的影子

但是我对他的感觉却一直没有办法确定...

我会学习 习惯面对 不能逃避！

凡事三思而后行 因为之后是没有后悔可言！

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好了，就到这里。

现在有是时间要一直查看成绩

真的很怕

我希望全部可以顺利过关！

请 / 终于 /

我可以热情洋溢

我可以亲切和谐

我可以可爱可亲

我可以面带微笑

我可以小鸟依人

但！

我也可以是另外！

我可以冷酷无情

我可以不理不睬

我可以冷眼相对

我可以讽刺以对

我可以自强独立

面对所有人 我可以很热情

但只要你过了我的界限

那就不要说我变

那是你太过分 但挑战我的能耐

请自我检讨！

___________________________________________________________________

好了，发泄完毕！

朋友们， 请常常自我检讨哦~

我终于考完了

一样现在是等成绩时间

也一样我不能出去

其实 回想我并不想摆脱我妈妈

因为如果没有她管我

那我哪里有可能可以考上大学

只是妈妈 我只想偶尔自由 出去走走。

现在是放假

没有任何计划 想法

因为好像都不太成功

而且我妈妈一定也不会让我去

ok.....--->start!

1st,

of course is about i already holiday.

but don't know what to do.

just at home to find something information about the subject that i need to take next sem.

too fast? haha...cos i nothing to do...

do house work? sweeping, mopping, washing, bath for my dog...then?

ya...i suddenly remember i had brought many book before, now can read..

cannot read so fast, if not then i nothing to do anymore.

2nd,

my holiday i doesn't has any plan

other, got,

bbq<---i think this can't do

broga hill<---may be

movie<---may be

travel<---sure no

shopping<---no money

yam cha<---cannot go out at night, if not my phone....haizzz

so, so many plan = no plan

haha==

3rd,

i had lost myself

how to find back?

我想找回原本的我

我不想因他人而改变自我

但我却已经迷失了自我

我会趁放假把她找回来的

okok--->stop here...

this day i had learn a sentence: 一世随缘，随缘一世，才能活的自由自在。

做人不要太逞强，是你的， 终有一天会回到你身边的。

p/s: i will try how to be myself during this holiday

try to see everything from other side.

胡夏【那些年】 --九把刀電影 Channel [V] MV大首播.flv

我还记得你 你呢？

真的很想你...

我错过了你

但我会珍惜未来的

--->月亮^^

why?! is my wrong?

是我不会处理友情的问题吗？

为什么大家老是喜欢看影子说故事？

我哭到没有眼泪了！！

尤其是你！

我到底是哪里得罪你！你告诉我啊！

为什么我们不能和平相处?!

和平相处有多难?

或许你认为只有真朋友才会说难听的话

但是你说的却是让我心寒的！！

你那么讨厌我吗？

就算我好好跟你说话 你还是要讲我！

算了 我不会再跟你说任何一句话 也不会再post任何东西了！！

你喜欢骂就骂

我无话可说

或许你一点都感觉不到你对我有多过分

周围的人都跟我说叫我不要理会你说的

我真的不会再理会了

你们爱怎么讲就怎么说

既然都被误会了 我就没话好说

做靠近一点 就叫做对那个人有意思？

哈哈！无聊

我只想有单纯的友情！！

拜托： 请不要看影子说故事了！

清者自清！

久违啦～

久违了 朋友...

哈哈....好久没有上来了...

现在已经踏入七月的第二个星期了...

很快的考试就要到了！！！

这个学期过的特别的快...

好像才开学 又要final 了

而你们也要离开了

既有不舍得 但有替你们开心

因为你们要毕业了...

这个学期我很少看到你们

1st,

最近 一直都在忙

我也刚从病了两个星期 正在慢慢的痊愈过来...

最近也到了要交assignment 的 due date 了

当然要谢谢----> 雪仪...thanks ya^^

我们都是做一题没一题 而你就帮我们收尾～真不好意思...

目前已经完成三个了---> bms 1, ms, and one to one M...

但是one to one M 的 presentation slide 还没完成...

现在在赶BRM!!! <-----我最怕的！！

加油啦！！ 伙伴们～

2nd,

~in my dream, you pull me away, and tell me not to continue anymore...

~in my dream, you give me a big hug, and tell me no matter what happen you will be my side...

3rd,

internship is coming~

i have decide to go to my mum fren company to take experience,

do what? of course, sure have some related to account and finance..

that day i just send all spm, foundation and degree year 1 result to them...

after they had saw, they sent me a interview time...does this mean that 第一关已通过？

but i haven't get the form the internship and i tell them can i go interview after my final...

now waiting for reply...

wah...going to go to has a first turn of become adult...haha...

FIGHTING...i will not let my result down...to me...it is very embarrassing...

bcos of internship...haha

okok----->stop here^^

continue jia you!!!

要学习对自己有信心 学会勇敢

我快疯了

i'm going to crazy soon...

there are many things happen...

no one things i can solve...

but i will do my best!!

pls help me when down!

hope my heart boleh tahan...

continue to listen happy song to make feel good...

but seem no use...

now is 26/6/2011..

july coming...

and means final coming also...!!!

but before final there's a lot of mid term and assignment...

july is assignment submission month and presentation..

so FIGHTING!!!

do not wan to say anythings...wait till holiday only say be...

fren~ feel sorry for can't attend....

early wish you two happy birthday 1st^^

i'm back

i'm back...after a few week of uni start...

today is 30/5...

from now on...

i need to find i who am i...

what i have...

what i want...

for what?

this is for my co-op things...

i need to start to find out...

so that i can have the confident the company will accept me as their worker...

i will work hard...although i scare also...

Aza aza fighting!!! I can do it!!!

okok----> start~

1st,

that day at VIVA popular have a discount...

most of the book are in 50% to 80% discount!!!

wah^^

this is good news to me..

so i went with my family...

before that we having our dinner at P road...<--- don't know correct or not...><

nice...nice...nice...although not the first time...

but the nasi lemak to me still very very nice!!!

the most nice is the fried chicken and the 烧鸡翼!!!

nice><....haha....

ok...back....

that day i had brought a book call

<开始面试就录取>

this book is suitable to me now.

i must need to do some homework 1st before go for the interview at November co-op...

i know still long to go...but i think i should do some prepare 1st...

加油！！！

2nd,

ARRRR!!!

i haven't find any company yet!!!

yet, i still have't decide where to find...

that day25 of may i didn't go to uni for the career fair...

i miss it...><

haizzz....now everything i need do by myself...

hope i can...

okok....~stop here~

is time to sleep...

running nose...

p/s: i don't wan to hurt myself again...

so i decide to go away from you...i'm not going to find any reason for you anymore...

can't wait...!

haha...can't wait that day to come...
we already long time no see le^^
very miss you all...
very exited...
will all of you come?
can't wait to see all of you...
happy happy^^

---->ok, start~

1st,
school have start for three week le...
we five taking different subject...
but some are same...
why? bcos of the Head of Accounting and Finance lo...
we all do the course selection on the 1st day....
then she reject some of us><
but is ok....like this we can meet more new frens^^
we still together~

2nd,
girl girl is recover le...
is happy to see her running here and there...
sleeping here and there..
walk around...haha....happy~
but she still need to go for blood test next week..
to sure that she has fully recover...
god bless her^^

3rd,
i usually been doing things without thinking...
i should change...think triple before i do and make any decision!!

ok....stop~
i need to go...
p/s:不要习惯逃避 要习惯面对!!

...

finally i can let go...and i know everything...
pls dun play me ok!!
________________________

@@ my girl girl!!!! arrr....heartpain!!
why? who racun you? until you need to stay at hospital so many days!!!
i miss you==....start to miss your sound... * bark...
miss the 1st thing i do in a day is to play with you only i go bath...
but now go out...nothing=(
haizzz...although we can go see you...
but i wish you better at home more than at hospital!!
everytime we go see...you also吵着要回家...
but i hope you can go back home with good health...
love you ya~

okok----> start...

1st,
uni start...
timetable change and change...
change until i look like study night class...
every day study start from 3.30 or 5pm!!!
haizz....the most traffic jam time><
some of us are taking different subject tis sem...
but i think i not going to change...
just stick to wat we have...

2nd,
down down down down...
down down mood for tis day><
you come back then my mood will up up up!!

stop here--->
p/s: i dun wan go in...dun wan anymore...i dun wan to guess and get hurt...

28/4-celebrated for our holiday

28/4 the day that we all celebrate our holiday,
although going to school open...
haha...
where we (4 boys & 4girls) celegrate?-----> Sunway Lagoon!!
ye!!! haha....so many years ago...i finally go back again^^
is fun... *although we dun have go ice skating==
but fun also^^....
~1st, we all meet at mc.d at taman connaught,
then we arrived at 10.15, then reached there 11something
then we start play...
but after i see by my own eyes<----
海盗ship...really scary!!!
then me and jing yi 被骗to sit the 360!!
omg...they tell us only 180!!
when we go up...only we know!!
omg! scary....yet my shoe drop><
haha...how funny...
then we go play water^^
is funny...and we also play many game...
then we play until 4.40 then we go bath...during that time heavy rain...
but after we girls bath the rain turn small...haha...
but boys actually all have have finish...waiting for us><
2nd, then we went in to Sunway Pyramid to have our dinner^^
hungry man!! we go bar b.Q plaza eat^^
then we go watch movie 'Thor' <----NICE!!!
and we sit pairly...
me and ck
wendy and nelson
jing yi with roy
jenny with xuan feng
the movie is nice!!

P/s: 又来是这种感觉了
是真的吗？ 很开心 是因为你吗？

holiday~

wow!!!
my one week holiday come le...
haha...
final finish...holiday come...
got any plan?
totally no idea...
very tired...today i wake up early in the morning...
for wat?
for eat the kfc breakfast!!!
haha...the crazy thing i did of the 1st day of my holiday...><
无奈....<------becos of my brother....
actually nothing to tell....
haha...
ya....i had bought many books about Sherlock Holmes by Conan Doyle (chinese version)
very nice^^
may be my holiday is Sherlock Holmes books...
haha...is ok la...

okok....a bit things to tell...start~

1st...
next week is holiday but also is the week that we wait for our result!!!
scare man...
i must pass all...i not hope...is MUST!!!

2nd,
seem like many things to do next week....
i should write it down...
so that i will not forget^^
about the medical check up...
i din go le...cos my body now is nothing in any pain le...
go check when pain ba...

3rd,
yes!!! i can have a whole week at home with my dear girl girl^^
but i hope to go out...
~watch movie...
~shopping...
~jalan jalan...
~makan makan...
~play pla...
but i most wan to do is watch movie!!
i wan to watch 倩女幽魂....
cos got 刘亦菲...
she is very beautiful!!! pretty girl^^
a pretty nice actor=)

----> okok...stop here...
need to continue to my Sherlock Holmes book...(A Study in Scarlet-血字的研究)
bye~
p/s: may i continue to?
or can you give me a correct answer..so that i no need to guess...

巧智慧心...i will learn to...

i wish~

exam tmr!!!
tmr!!!
now me sick, tired, and scare
but i sure i can do it!
my exam until next week thursday...
then rest from one week
uni open==
only holiday for one week!!
haizzz....nvm la...
i hope i can get a resting trip for my holiday...
go where?
i dun know...no idea...
wish to go to my fren trip...
but no people seem like want to join...

~i hope to go 溜冰
~i hope to go watch movie
~i hope to go eat sushi buffet
~i hope to go lavine...
~i hope to go to Bentong and play... *wan to go again..><

anybody wan?
no?!
nvm...i will stay at home++

April~april fool^^

Wao...april lo^^

today is second of April...

yesterday is first of April...

april fool day... have joy?

no...is long time i din play for this day le...

tis day make me more remember my past of tis day...

before 18, tis day is fun, joy,happy and wonderful^^

but after 18, i doesn't wan this day...

may be i haven't walk out from the black memory of this day...

however, many thigs have gone.

i should learn to let go...

Now come to april le... means wat?

means my final still got two week to go... wah..nervous...nervous...紧张...紧张...

okok------START~

1st,

of course need to talk about jenny's birthday=31/1 finally our mission had completed!!! haha....why tis year we do card? haha...bcos she is going to graduate tis year!!! so we plan to give her a surprise let her remember for her whole life...haha....so long~ we do a big big card with all our lovely, caring and sharing=) and make a party with all our surprise mood and blessing mood^^ last....happy birthday again to jenny ya~

2nd,

tis sem very hard to me... A challenge to me! i really scare of this year... but i sure i must pass and staight go to Year 2 sem 1!!! i Must...cannot have any wrong!! FIGHTING!!! pray for me...

3rd,

我越来越找不回原本的我了... 我发现我越不将原本的自己藏起来... 我越不认识那个我... 或许是以前我太压抑我自己了... 现在发现了自己的另一面反而觉得不习惯... 不过，我好想以前的那个我... 因为我都不太去想... 或想太多... 过了就过了... 可能是长大了吧... 开始会去珍惜身边的东西... ~~我会好好的...找个人来靠吧...

4th,

this day many people always ask me wat happen to me? bcos of my status in facebook... haha... actually that's all my feeling about love... 我没有谈恋爱，没有失恋... so pls dun ask....haha...feel weird... ~i hope to love...but no one love me la.... haha...i love myself ba^^

ok....stop here... may be will stop for few week... for prepare my final!!!

p/s: i will try to learn...if i change pls tell me... cos i m growth^^

...continue~

mid term just gone...
and final is around the corner!!!
arrrrr><><

okok.....start!

1st,
is final la...
final exam timetable 1st draft is out!!!
start from 14/4/2011 till 21/4/2011...
then holiday for one week...uni start...
scare o....
need to study more!!!
do more tutorial!!!
re-do, re-do and re-do!!!

2nd,
dun know why recently i always met with have cousin...
after CNY, every weekend, we always meet with my cousin^^
is good that we always meet...
haha...we talk...eat...play!!! cooL!!!

3rd,
haha...recently i heard many of my secondry school frens are in relationship^^
wah!!! congraz!!! you all find ur true love...feel happy to you all^^
haha...

4th,
yesterday night,
i with my mum had a quite long talk...
this is the 1st time i had tis talk with my parents^^
feel good...we talk about everything...
and i found out, my mum are really a super woman...
she know everything!!!
wow!!! BRAVO!!!

5th,
ok...talk about a sad and angry thing!
i get scolded by a old man!!!
and is in a evening that after dinner time...
all people are at outside walk....
then i with my sis bring my dog go have a walk...
then my dog go to the old man house in front de garden...
then the old man saw that run out and scold me...
scold me say i let my dog wiwi and sh*t at his house!!
OMG!!! we bring dog out always got bring a thing to take my dog sh*t de...
so how my dog sh*t will at his house?!
he scold me very loud yet some neighbour come out and see wat happen!!
HAIZZZ!!! this is not my fault!! you can just tell me but not scold plz!!!
and the garden is not ur house de...if my dog sh*t there also non of ur business!!!
haizzz....make my mood down!!!
a weird old man!!!
and this old man really no manner...
everytime when i saw him, i will call...but he just ignore me and walk away...
omg!!! i have good manner to say hi to you...and you show tis kind of face!!!
but during tis morning...i have a bit rude la...
when i with my sis walk by his house, he also walk out,
then i say loudly say: run faster...if no later get scold again !!!
i know is not good...but i just wan to say i din do wrong and you scold a wrong person...

6th,
a second scary thing that happened is in my life..
even now i talk back...it still scary...
yesterday i almost come across a accident!! and during that time i feel like i m doing to DIE...
昨天 下午下大雨， 然后我要去lrt在我弟弟的时候
经过学校，我做最里面那条路 因为很大雨 我不敢驾太快...
我前面是里辆长罗里
那个罗里司机要转进学校 ！！！
然后他没有打讯号灯！！
我以为他走直！我只差0.0001mm就要langgar他的罗里了！！！
我还能听见我的刹车声！！！
那一刻 我真的以为我真的要死了！！！
所以 拜托 大家请用讯号灯！！！


okok....stop here...
this day always raining...be careful ya^^

help!!

help!!!
我快受不了了！
我感觉快疯了！
哭也不是 笑也不是
我好想大喊！！！
又是时间上云顶了吗？ @@
haha....just jokking...

心情一直很沮丧
但却不知道为什么
可能现在在考试吧
而且有点事事不顺的感觉
良好的感觉赶快回来吧！
我想你！

好...开始----->

1st,
这个星期和下个星期都是在考试
紧张 紧张 害怕 害怕
wish for good luck...

2nd,
好想和朋友们聚一聚
大家坐在一起
聊聊天 说说话 开心笑

3rd,
好想吃冰淇淋火锅....
谁也想吃？
一起去^^

4th,
～你不断往远点退 我也不断向前进
我不会认输的！

5th,
我弟弟 干妈的女儿和她男朋友分手了！
真的吓了我一大跳...
那时候他们两个很恩爱 但现在却...
听干妈说 是那个男的跟她分手的...
o!! 我的妈呀！我姐 她可是个大美女...
那个男的竟然！！！
气死！！
希望姐 她可以赶快走出来
迎接美好的未来！

stop<--------------

ok...stop le...i wan go sleep le...
monday presentation!
fighting! i can do it...^^
p/s: wish for good luck~ night^^

熟悉的...

今天的题目很怪吧？
haha...
熟悉
对，就是熟悉。
许多曾经熟悉的东西都好像离我好远了...
人，事，物和地点

人，
幼稚园的，小学的，中学的...
那些朋友呢？
~幼稚园的，我大慨不太记得了...
～小学的，记忆还在...但人已不一样了...
* 小学有聚会，但我没有去...因为我不敢...自卑心又发作了...因为大家都变的-聪明，美，高...
但这都不是最重要的，重要的是：他们都很厉害读书，但我却不是...haizzz! 我不敢面对他们，因为我知道我不如他们...
～中学的，都还记得，但我也没有去聚会，因为时间和地点的问题...
但有一位，我们曾经是很好的朋友，但是这位朋友好像忘记我了...
--->你忘记我了吗？曾经我伤心的哭过，因为你不再找我了...我以为你会是我一辈子的朋友，但是...就连你有了另一半 你也不告诉我 我也是看到照片才知道的...
是我的问题吗？我想应该是吧...因为我不像你其他的朋友一样主动找你 所以你把我忘记了？
对不起, 那是我觉得对不起你，因为我曾经说过我们会一起毕业的，但我没有做到，所以你因为这样不理我了？.............................................

事，
许多事我都还记着...
不敢忘记...

物，
也一样！
可能不太清楚，但不可能忘记...

地点，
许多回忆的地方...
我也没有忘记...

ok....start~

1st,
this sunday, ready!
i have prepare=)

2nd,
assignment!!!
mid-term!!!
presentation!!!
haizzz....
i sure i can!

3rd,
i hope we fren again...
wishing...wishing...wishing...

4th,
i hope i can't have one day sleep at 11pm!
cos i have long time late sleep le!!!
body getting worse!!!

----> ok, stop here...
continue assignment...
p/s: I sure can!

time to come back!

time to keep my fully attention in study le!!!
assignment still in processing...
exam is coming...
feeling tired!!!
---> start~

1st,
saturday 12/2/2011
i had went back to muar, johor,
for the wedding buffet by the sis^^
we go helping...prepare...taking pic...
there's a lot of cousin coming!!!
yet my father met his primary school fren...haha...
wow...so fast my sis wan to marry le...
feel sad...but happy bcos she has found the love^^
tis sunday will be her wedding le!!!
i will become her 伴娘...
haha~ 1st time^^

2nd,
all exam properly will be start at next week..
week 8...
some assignment start to submit start from this week...
presentation also!
preparing!!!!
concentrade!!!
no more chinese new year mood!!!

okok....
time to sleep...
tmr...is Valentine's day^^
Happy Valentine's day to everyone~

p/s: i will be fine...

CNY^^

HapPy cHiNESe neW yEAr!!!!
祝大家农历新年快乐！！！
haha...
eat...eat...eat...
drink...drink...drink...
laugh...laugh...laugh...
and~
take...take...take!!!!
take wat?!
haha...is take angpow!!!
haha....^^

1st,
yesterday we went back to muar, johor!!!
wah...fun!!! and busy also...
cos many cousin come to our house to pai nian...^^
nice to see them... cos we one year only see one time only...
and is good to see them...
evening, we went to eat dinner...at 东甲...
the dish...okok la...
haha~
thanks ya uncle...

2nd,
next week!!!
next week!!!
my 表姐...
want to get marry...
yesterday when we go her house..
we had saw her wedding photo...
feel happy for her but sad also...
cos tis year is the last year she with us go pai nian le...
next year she will at her husband house le..
and we will less see each other...
however...i still want to wish her..
wish she and her husband表姐夫:
百年好合
白头到老
开开心心
快快乐乐
早生贵子!!!

okok....stop here..
all cousin come to our house le....---->kl house^^

Coming~coming~coming!!!

ARRRR!!!!
is coming le!!!
chinese new year is coming le!!!
wow...very excited lo!!!
haha^^
my house full of chinese new year atmosphere...
hehe=)
tis year my house has a new member will with my family celebrate chinese new year...
who??
haha...is my dog!!!
welcome o...
my love love dog^^ muak!!!
in a flying mood le...haha...
cos going to have a week holiday...
and planning to go frens house to take angpow!!
can?
some say ok....some say no...
but my house is.....................
always welcome de...^^
haha....
ok------>

1st,
monday 31/1/2011 i STILL GOT CLASS!!!
omg lo><
haha...
but is ok la...
i will be attend...cos boring also stay whole day at home...

2nd,
thinking how many angpow i can take this year...
haha...just kidding...
but u all is ok i go ur house la...
but not take angpow only..
is a 祝福!!!

3rd,
tis year will be the same:
-> we morning 5am go back to muar,johor...
then go pai nian~ visit all cousin^^
then go back to grandma house, rest, mandi,makan, play and chat all cousin...
then is time for those cousin come to grandma house le... * take angpow again>< haha
then ear dinner, 7pm++ come back to kl...
then sleep~
->we morning 8am++ go mum cousin there to visit^^
go back to grandpa's house 1st...
then eat lunch at my small aunt house, play, chat,sing k also^^...
then bath, go dinner then go to my third aunt house^^
go visit her house...makan...chat...watch tv and also sing k!!!
*haha...should be no sound for next day...

okok....stop here....tis is some activities i will be doing in holiday^^
everyone ENJOY also la^^
haha~
p/s: i seem like a bit mabuk..haha..but no..i m too happy le^^

stop...rest le...

ya...is time to stop le...
need to turn all attention to study le...
i had already used the two chance for going out...
i can't go out anymore...
first time is yen sem's birthday,
second time is jing yi's birthday.
wednesday when i reach home,
my mum had gave me order that,-----> i can't going out le
ya...may be i shouldn't...
i should put more attention in study,
but i miss...haizzz ><
wait till march ba...
ok...

1st,
is happy that celebrate with jing yi...
although we had late...but we are心意满满的!!!
haha~ special 'cake'...
however~ happy birthday again to you^^

2nd,
我是该好好整理我自己了，我不想再当胆小鬼了...
对于我不敢的，还没尝试的...
我会尽量去做...
~学业!!!
~presentation!!!
~功课!!!
~assignment!!!
~家人!!! 保持良好...
~朋友!!! 持续热络...
~感情!!! 找寻当中...<----- 比起其他的，我比较害怕这个...
(为什么不放手让我跌倒？让我知道...你一直不放，让我更远离妳。你一直说不能，但却是我心里渴望的!)

3rd,
assignment!!!
need to start le...
i had find information le...
now need to do le...
continue find more information!!!

ok....stop...
tired...i need to force myself le...
cannot be lazy anymore like holiday...
hei~cheer up!!!
night~
p/s: do you know why i h?

thanks...finally~

终于说了...
至少我不需要隐瞒我的过去...
那段过去，是我的噩梦...
我一直都不敢提起...
家人也不提...
我唯一敢说，也只是在这里。
为了那件事 我哭过...
也假装过...
但心里还是会想起...

我还常常在想这是我人生的污点...
但回想过来...
如果没有那件事，
那我就没有办法认识到现在的这班朋友们^^
所以...
谢谢您，老天爷。
而你，
你会怎么看我呢？
我也不知道我为什么会跟你说...
可能是你那天跟我说：
be a fren can help something...

ya~may be i should say,
u all are all around me...
may be you all can help me^^
--------> ok...stop here~

1st,
timetable still in a changing situation...
haizzz>< hope to settle fast...
tis sem from 5 to 4...
hope i can get it well.

2nd,
arrr... why seem like all subject need textbook?
need to buy... but expensive!!!
who got secong hand book???!!!
i wan~

3rd,
wow~ really nice...
honestly i have one month no go for jogging le...
today finally had went, with my uni fren^^
walk and run and walk and run... haha...
but tired...feel sleepy when reach home...
but my mum say cannot...
wan to help keep house...
cos chinese new year is around the corner...
so need to keep keep keep...
two more week to go^^

4th,
prepare for jing yi's birthday...
tis time may be no surprise gua..
haha...may be...
wait and see...

5th,
nowadays many movie had coming out!!!
i wan watch...
but hard and can't find a right time...
haizz...just wait ba@@
ok...stop here...

p/s: 就算重来，谁也不能保证成功或失败...
end~ tmr class....

如何...how...

要怎样才能让你知道呢？
大家都不断猜疑着...

而我也不断在逃避...
haha....
i also dun know why?
stop here~
now start...

1st,
school life now is the second week le...
timetabble still in changing...
haizzz...气死!!!
yet our lecture still cancel class!
hei! lecture you continue cancel class..
when we need to start?
到时候才来赶赶赶!!!

2nd,
all assignment have start!!!
start to do assignment le...
hope to get high...
haha^^

ok le...
very hungry le...
eat lunch time~!
p/s: hope you can know...

2011!!!

2o11 !!!
wow...a brand new year!!!
new year new hope...^^
and my busy life will be start!!!
school life...
assignment life...
...and other~
haha...
a brand new year to me...
and also a brand new year to my dog~girlgirl...
2011 she is 9 years old!!!
haha...
how special^^

1st,
today my uni life have start...
the timetable still ok...
but monday and tuesday is until 8pm..haizz...
ucsi now also in a renavotion time...
change for a new year?
haha=)
and welcome to those new student...
a lot man~

2nd,
this year-2011
is tis year a good year?
why seem like many people marry this year?
aiyo...need to buy clothes le...
some of my cousin will be marry this..
3-4 cousin...
haha....
one of my cousin say...
marry this year...then pregnant..
then give birth of a dragon baby...haha....
swt man==
wat thinking is tis?
haha...but wish them有情人终成眷属...
happy>>>-

3rd,
today raining day...
now 1.28pm...
haven't rain yet...but the sky was grey...

ok...finish...haha...
p/s: 很不习惯，因为你的不存在...
from now on...
micro class i will be alone...why?
cos they dun wan come...haizzz