April~april fool^^

Wao...april lo^^

today is second of April...

yesterday is first of April...

april fool day... have joy?

no...is long time i din play for this day le...

tis day make me more remember my past of tis day...

before 18, tis day is fun, joy,happy and wonderful^^

but after 18, i doesn't wan this day...

may be i haven't walk out from the black memory of this day...

however, many thigs have gone.

i should learn to let go...

Now come to april le... means wat?

means my final still got two week to go... wah..nervous...nervous...紧张...紧张...

okok------START~

1st,

of course need to talk about jenny's birthday=31/1 finally our mission had completed!!! haha....why tis year we do card? haha...bcos she is going to graduate tis year!!! so we plan to give her a surprise let her remember for her whole life...haha....so long~ we do a big big card with all our lovely, caring and sharing=) and make a party with all our surprise mood and blessing mood^^ last....happy birthday again to jenny ya~

2nd,

tis sem very hard to me... A challenge to me! i really scare of this year... but i sure i must pass and staight go to Year 2 sem 1!!! i Must...cannot have any wrong!! FIGHTING!!! pray for me...

3rd,

我越来越找不回原本的我了... 我发现我越不将原本的自己藏起来... 我越不认识那个我... 或许是以前我太压抑我自己了... 现在发现了自己的另一面反而觉得不习惯... 不过，我好想以前的那个我... 因为我都不太去想... 或想太多... 过了就过了... 可能是长大了吧... 开始会去珍惜身边的东西... ~~我会好好的...找个人来靠吧...

4th,

this day many people always ask me wat happen to me? bcos of my status in facebook... haha... actually that's all my feeling about love... 我没有谈恋爱，没有失恋... so pls dun ask....haha...feel weird... ~i hope to love...but no one love me la.... haha...i love myself ba^^

ok....stop here... may be will stop for few week... for prepare my final!!!

p/s: i will try to learn...if i change pls tell me... cos i m growth^^