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我今天哭了…


很不服！但我能改变什么呢？

没有！不能！什么都不能！！！！

我以为你真的变了…

但看起来是我错了！！！

我错了…

从今以后，我什么都不会再说了…

不会了！！！

我真的很伤心！！！

也很心痛！

眼泪没有办法停下来…

因为心真的很痛…

我的世界开始在消失了….

我找不回来…

这里很黑…我好怕！

…………………………=(

我不想再哭着带着笑的面具了…

我好累…

就算我再笑的多开心…

那已不是我的真心了…

u know?

可爱？它已从我的字典里消失很久了...


我已经不晓得什么是可爱了...

因为与其做个可爱的人不如做个坚韧的人吧！

因为可爱不能当饭吃，但坚韧可以...

只要继续坚强，那我会得到我想要的...

是可爱给不了的...!!!

那一年幸福的时光

那一年是我最幸福的时光...
它让我长大...
让我开心...
让我疯过...
让我失望...
让我伤心...
让我心痛...
让我时时想起..
让我时时牵挂...
让我想起会哭...
让我跌倒至深谷...
让我痛得不想爬起来...
让我希望一辈子都不要想起的..
但它让我幸福了...
因为如果那些是没有发生,
我想我永远都不会长大...
永远都是那么的不懂事...
现在的我，
可能在大家的眼里还是没有变...
但我很清楚我变了...

继续...

那天吃团圆饭的时候,
我看到我的奶奶...
她也在我家吃...

也就在那天，
我第一次将我奶奶看清楚...
她真的老了很多...
和当年，
重男轻女的她...真的非常不一样了...
也是因为这样，
我妈和她从来都不合....

现在的她，
没有了当年的骂人气势...
现在的她，
变得像小孩一样，
只要有人说她，她就放声大哭...
可悲吧....
现在的她，
只是一位只要孩子陪在身边的老人....
很可悲吧....

然而，我还是没有办法接受她...
但是我会尽力....

老人的心酸

这是我在除夕夜....
团圆饭时看到的...
  (下次继续说)

Coming....coming....coming....

Chinese New year is coming!!!!
Coming le!!!
at here i wan to say,
'HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR'
hehe....

my house o~
full of the chinese new year environment....^^
nice, cool, fun, happy....

other than that,
shopping also full of chinese new year environment....

财神爷

i have met...

Arrrrr!!!!
i had met many my primary school fren!!!!
their have change a lot ....
but i still the same...
same no brain...
same stupid...


their all really different that before...
last we usually talk in chinese...
but now ....
they all talk ENGLISH!!!!
and only me...the one...
who still talking chinese...
they all become handsome and beautiful....


think back the primary school things...
i had find out tat...
tat time i was very super childish...
may be until now i still the same....
nothing can prove tat i have become mature...
dun know y...
tis week i very de down...

and i have sick...=(

i already...

i have cut my hair la!!!!!
really OMG la!!!
short man...
really really menyesal la...

1st,
lets talk the most 'yu' thing that happen on me...
last friday i 'bei' lift 'jia' dao...
actually tis was nothing to me...
but when i wan to come out...
i saw my botol kenal 'jia' between the lift...
and all the water pour on the floor...
and i was like wan to say omg in my heard de..
but dun know y...
i have say out...
and very loud...
then the whole lift ppl laugh at me....
hai~ 'yu' man...

2nd,
i have cut my hair la!!!!
very short...
i have all most one half year didn't cut my hair liao...
today after cut...
i really menyesal...cos very ugly la...
hai~stupid man...

3rd,
过去的就让它过去吧!!!
我希望我不要再记得了...
而且我的脑袋也放不下了....
 所以，我希望我能快点，快速的忘记....
毕竟我还是没有办法接收和放下....

times up...
sleep time..
night everyone^^