回忆！

回忆真的很可怕！
我将那段回忆藏的不想让人知道
故意不去提！不断逃避！
因为我不想让我家人担心！
但没想到 我越不提 当遇到熟悉的事件时
我伤得越痛！

我把那段回忆埋的很深很深！
但当不小心触碰到时
所有的事都在一瞬间回忆起来！

我工作的地方
大多数的同事都是那里的学生！
当他们聊回以前大学的时光时
我的脑海也在回忆着！
而且脑袋也会痛的不得了！
我的脑袋似乎也好像在抗议着不想回忆！
最近的心情是沮丧的可怕！
我好想跳进水里
让脑袋浸在水里
不用想那么多！
                                                                        *那似乎我越逃 我要面对的就越可怕！


我一定可以勇敢面对的！
加油！

okok.....---->start!!

1st,
work is really not fun and need to think properly before you say and do!
i need and should and will be aware!
i will just do my work...!

2nd,
my sis going to has her SPM!!
my whole family also feel very stress although she is the one who exam!!
but we is the one who are worried!
i hope and wish she can go through and take good result!
and can reach her dreams!

okok....stop!^^
today is rainy day...
my dog..feel happy..cos no need to bath..haha>"<

is that real?

哈哈！！
原来我不是喜欢你！
某人为我做了心理分析
帮我把整件事变的明朗
                            原来我还是爱我心中的那个...
他说：你可以喜欢很多人 但你能爱的只是一个^^
放下心中大石^^
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那天你给我的感觉 是我的错觉 还是是真的？
我觉得我们好像有靠近一些了
而且你变得比较主动一些了。。。
哈哈...
其实我真的很想问
好几次我有冲动想直接告诉你算了
但是一拿起手机 我有胆怯了
我想我有一天一定有勇气去问你的。。。

okok~start--->

1st,
Saturday was Ck birthday..
wonderful night...
i met some new frens...
and also learn magic!!
haha...very fun^^
thanks to invite us to your birthday party ya^^
Happy Birthday again to you~

2nd,
today is public holiday^^
yea~haha...
yesterday near my house here has come a small little dog...
cute~
haha...but can't adopt..cos my house already has one cute dog...
but i neighbor feel like to adopt..
good..then the small dog has a new home...

---> okay...stop here~

p/s: at here i can say : I love you, as loud as i can...
but when face you i not dare to say...
~tmr start work...
FIGHTING!!!

how come? why?

why?
i tell myself i will not...
but today the feel come out!
OMG!!! why?
i think i just take him as a big brother but..
DAMN!! pls let me be rude this time!
now i only can say is...
the most can't control is feeling...especially is love....!
and only i find out he got girlfren...
DAMN!!! pls let me be rude this time again!
i need to control myself...not to be so close...
fren! fren! fren! fren!
JUST FREN!!
i should be careful!
you la!! 
you have girl fren still come disturb me!
haizzz....go die !!!!


ok..stop!!
i need to use this few days to come out from the trap!
one more! DAMN!!! sure last...i promise!


1st,
is happy that i have a wonderful nice and good working place^^
they treat me good! nice!
haha^^
thanks...dear staff fren^^


2nd,
someone birthday party tmr^^
haha...wear beautiful...lets go party!!!
haha....yeah~


ok...stop here~
I can do it!

Timetable for me

today Start!
17/10 ~> study for whole day for the up coming final exam in this Friday
18/10 ~> same!
19/10 ~> same!   * MV coming out^^
20/10 ~> same! last to go....!
21/10 ~> 10am- 1st exam=IB   2.30pm-2nd exam=Auditing 1----> finish exam!!
22/10 ~> go to Port Klang!! for the Logos Hope^^    wait for me!
23/10 ~> happy Sunday...may be outing...may be rest for whole day...prepare for the next day working day!
24/10 ~> Start to work!! 1st day...wake up at 6am then go work from 8.30am till 5.30pm
26/10 ~> Happy Deepavali ! <---public holiday...will this be a holiday for me?
27/10 ~> continue to work!
1/11 ~> wah!! November ^^ going to prepare!! many people going to birthday^^
10/11 ~> 《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》在马来西亚正式上映！！
11/11 ~> planning when to watch @@ wondering...who should i ask?
14/11 ~> continue to work...
               * may have some change..
1/12 ~> wow!! December!! also need to prepare too^^
24/12 ~> Christmas eve^^
25/12 ~> Happy Merry Christmas!!!
         * decide whether to work or stop for prepare the uni start!!
31/12 ~> the last day of 2011!! same hope same wish but difference view^^

to write out the timetable just only use less than 20 minutes
but to do it...it use many times and days
we should appreciate what we have and the time we have...
let it be memorable~

p/s: i really can't understand what it try to tell me==

October= plan+ feeling+work

Now is October!!
wah~ time really gone very fast...
feel like I just finish my second sem then my third sem is going to finish!!><
during primary school time,
i always hope that the time can go as fast as it can...so that i can fast growth up...
but when i have growth up...
i find out...the time gone too fast...look like 24 hours per day is not enough to me...
i think even 48 hours also not enough..
but god said: 24 hours for everyone is fair...is depend on how you manage your 24 hours equally..
yaya...I truly agree.. so i plan to sleep for little time and do as much things as i can...
but I tak boleh tahan...really tired...everyday only sleep for 5 hours...haha....I normally sleep for 7 hours^^
paiseh paiseh**...hehe..

now my final is coming...
21 of October two subject exam in one day...10am and 2.30 pm  ><
although is hard...but i must do it!!
and i m sure i can too!!
after finish my exam then i need to go work...24!!
why!!! why i need to do early then other people?!
this i should ask my mum!! cos the workplace is her fren...
my boss ask me go work early!!
god!! where is my holiday!!
i just finish my exam!!haizzz....
fren...please come visit me during lunch!!

ok----->start~

1st,
left only one week to my final...
IB need to study whole book...yet the lecture dun give any tips...
just a scope also cannot! pls~pls~pls~tips~
auditing...dear lecture please give us some tips...i know you very good de...^^
I can do it!!
fighting!!!


2nd,
my exam finish at 21 of October (Friday) then 24 of October (Monday) work!!
haizzzz><
mum you want to be good ppl..then ask ur daughter no need to rest!!
where is my holiday??!!

3rd,
I really like to know how you feel about me
frenship?
or really is me who think too much?
i think may be change a place i can think differently...
workplace is good to me...to think what is all of this about
change a place change a mood...

okok...stop<-----

i wish you is beside me...
p/s: i will plan my things properly...
miss you all^^

short sem 2011

Now! now! now~
this short sem!!
wah...again 7week of study...
feel stress and scare i can't get it...
no time to stop...all i can do is to move on...
study...study...understand...understand...
and also assignment too...
now is week 3(actually is week ...cos we late uni open)
week 3!!! left 4week to go><
week 5 will be the mid term...
week 6 will be the due date of to submit assignment...
this sem...same...i m taking two subject...
one year 2 subject and one year3 subject
1. auditing 1= all about audit and auditor...what do they do...planning..step...report...
2. international business= theory...still need understanding to me...cos if not understand i totally can't study...
two also need textbook><.....no money!
cos our mid term will be open book and during lecture
lecturer are using the textbook to teach too...
but open book in mid term <------ is that enough time to flip the textbook?
haha...i also dun know...a nice and rushing time try...

ok....start--->

1st,
next i m going to take 6 subject!!!
why? cos i need to take finish my year 2 subject...and next sem is my year 2 last sem...
1. management ethic- a bit like moral...theory...
2. FRS- accouting statement...
3. taxation1- about tax..may be theory...
4. company law- law!! haha...i like it^^...
5. capital finance and investing- i think is theory too...
6. management account 2- wish i meet a good lecture...i dun wan to meet the lecture that i dun know what    he/ she say...hope Mr karnal can continue to teach MA2...dun change...

2nd,
Sunday, was my cousin wedding!!
haha...congraz to two of them...
白头到老
百年好合
永浴爱河
早生贵子
子孙满堂
一辈子幸福^^
that night of course was their wedding dinner...is so so sweet=)
haha...and of course those food nice too...
many cousin come...those cousin at muar,johor also came...
that night was sweet, happiness, fun, nice, high and yummy for those food^^
still got the second time next year after chinese new year...
now wedding is brother...next year is younger brother...
haha....again all the cousin can gather^^

3rd,
this week is very important to whom that taking the primary school UPSR test!!
wah...junior~fighting!!!
jia you!!
after this big test!! holiday is coming...although still got class...
but at least can let go the stress^^

4th,
is going to rain outside...
the sky is black...
i think this will be a heavy + thunder + lightning= very heavy rain...haha...
my dog now scare again...she really scare rain...i think is hate...
oh dear...pity...

okok...stop..^^
going to think what should i eat for my lunch...
p/s:  要做任何事和说任何话之前  凡事要想清楚...不要牛头不对马嘴!!
nowadays i use a way to reduce my stress= walk bazaar and eat and exercise...healthy^^

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